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Originally posted by tonithetiger
reply to post by annabanana
Yeah, I've just been a voyeur! Definitely enjoying the site.
You have an amazing story and it's nice to read fascinating and mysterious posts and know that there is still so much mystery to explore!
If the opportunity presents itself, I agree with one of the posts in that you should have some genetic testing done. You never know what may be uncovered!
Originally posted by v01i0
reply to post by annabanana
Interesting story nonetheless!
Since you share it it public you should be kinda prepared for such answers as this is. For me it seems that you are having unconsciously repressed memory of extramarital relationship; i.e adultery. You told us that you were not happy in your relationship and you were not having "intimate" relationship with your husband. This leads in such conclusions as above. Of course this is more secular opinion, otherwise you would be having a child with a spiritual being which should be imposible. Although highly unlikely, there is a chance that you were capable of fertilize yourself - how? I cannot tell.
But it wouldn't be first time when people are repressing their memories of morally questionable acts with fantasies. It has happened all along the history. For example, some of the alien abductions may be repressed memories of sexual abuse. I could imagine that if one is in morally questionable situation, for example abused by one of his relatives, our minds are capapble of decorating such ill memories. Same could apply with extra-marital relationships, because in some cases the natural need of sex overrides the cultural prison of marriage, yet the cultural pressure is so heavy, that we wish to repress these memories.
But if you got a baby with a spirit, that makes you like a Virgin Mary. I kiss your feet. And I meant no offense. And I am sorry.
PS. To find out something, your daughter should do a DNA test to determine whether her genetical heritage is one of human. But all that would take a lot of explanations and talk and explanations and talk, so I can imagine that you wouldn't like to do that (to advice her to go into DNA test to find out her heritage, because you are unsure how she was fertilized). There's no wrong in having sex with spiritual beings, but nevertheless you were having "extrramaritial relationship" (no matter if physical or spiritual) since you became pregnant. I don't judge you for that, I just pointed out one side of the affair.
Perhaps another way to find out what happened could be hypnosis. Go to some psychiatrist specialized on hypnotozing and see what it can find out. This way you could be able to keep the secret with yourself, because the psychiatrist would be bound by the laws that require your information to be classified.edit on 21-11-2010 by v01i0 because: 6116
Originally posted by remrem
Very interesting story.
All I can suggest is to possibly try past life regression with someone like Dolores Cannon, or someone she has taught.
Dolores Cannon is a past-life regressionist and hypnotherapist who specializes in the recovery and cataloging of "Lost Knowledge". Her roots in hypnosis go back to the 1960s. She has been specializing in past-life therapy since 1979.
She is based in the US.
I also recommend her books, very interesting , especially The Convoluted Universe series.
Originally posted by johnthejedi24
Very interesting story. No matter what happened that night, you got a beautifal daughter out of the deal and that can only be a good thing.
Originally posted by kmarx
as someone who has dealt with "visitors" in the past i can tell that you OP, avoid hypnotherapy like the plague. the problem is that they block your memories of the event for a reason and once you open that door you'll never be able to close it, so you're forced to climb deeper into the rabbit hole. the "visitors" i've dealt with are emotionless, memory stealing exploiters who use human beings for their own nefarious ends. i'm glad you love your daughter. that is what a mother will do, love their child. have you considered that she is only your child on a temporary basis? till they're ready to take her god knows where for god knows what.
An adept of a sorcerous school can enjoy what is called congressus subtilias, which is sexual intercourse, while in astral body, with the astral or physical body of another person. It is believed possible to attract the astral bodies of living persons while their physical bodies are asleep and unite with them in sexual congress. Certain modern magicians, Like Abbé Louis Van Haecke (d. 1828) and the Abbé Joseph-Antoine Boullan (d. 1893), have claimed to be able to teach pupils how to use astral bodies of persons both living and dead for sexual pleasure. (Cavendish 1989: Encyclopedia of the Unexplained: Magic, Occultism and Parapsychology.).
His magical record shows that he several times attempted to beget a 'magical child' on various scarlet woman.