posted on Nov, 16 2010 @ 07:02 PM
Hello everyone. What was suppose to be a good day today had turned out for the worst. Normally I don't talk about my love life very often but seeing
as how im feeling sick to my stomach and haven't talked to my family about it yet I feel that I can come to you guys for advice.
Ok here I go. I was chatting with my girl on yahoo about my visiting her to the philipines when she started acting strange. She told me that she
couldn't keep lying to me anymore about our relationship and how things went sour even when I was in Iraq. It turns out just a few months before I
returned stateside, she had a boyfriend while she was in college. She told me she slept with him since it was her first time and broke up with him
when he cheated on her. Well things got worse after that since she got pregnant and its not even my child!
I didn't know what to do when I found out and pretty much interrogated her till I got the answers I needed then told her to go to sleep. The thing
that also made me mad was that she didnt tell me when I came back stateside or why she wasnt online for a long time. I guess I should have seen this
coming since more then times then I can count there is usually some women who will cheat on their boyfriends while they are away in some strange
Will add more once im done eating but for now what should I do? Should I cancel my plane ticket already or go just for the hell of it? Right now im in
a world of hurt.
Ok im back. I practically don't know what to do now. I knew her since my second deployment and now she throws it all away to raise that child on her
own. Had it been mine I would take responsibility but now I take it all back. Im not saying that all women cheat on their soulmate while they are gone
but still how can such a thing happen? Where is the trust and commitment?
edit on 16-11-2010 by Stop-loss! because: (no reason given)