I can't see a lot because of the pics but i'll make an effort
Also my guess is you are a "capricorn" but i may be wrong
About you:
- in love you get disapointed easily
- you have been not well treaten by ex boyfriend (?) around the 20's (maybe earlier)
- this somehow changed you and make you behave like a really nice person because you were disgusted by the way this ex boyfriend was, you wanted to be very different than him so you became more procupated by other people life and well being
- this guy was from your original town/neighboor, you knew him since long time and knew one day or another you might go out with him
- after this guy you decided to have "fun" relations and to focus more the physical side without trying to find "love"
- this is ok for you since its more interesting than just physical relation
- now your life is a bit tricky since you are feeling everyhting is going a bit wrong/opposite way, it started some time ago maybe from a painfull (for you) disease in your family (during your 20's), but things might goes better for you one day and you might go out from this difficult period as being stronger person and with a higher consciouness
- you are a good oriented and strong person
that's all
