This kind of sh** pi**** me off. I've seen it wipe out both of my sisters. I know I've had anxiety problems in the past because of some bad
experiences growing up, but I -can- work through it. I don't like being around people. I don't believe that should mean I'm broken. Strange thing is,
I like to be in the city. I like the passion and hte activity. I love ot observe it all. But I hate to be in the crowd or any kind of center of
attention. I'm more interested in talking about some obscure topic that I read in a book or read on the internet than I am talking about finances or
girls or real-life stuff. Anyway, they're so caught up in categorizing people and "fixing" sh** that they end up overdoing it. A lot of things have
multiple contributing reasons and are NOT simple.
Also I've read that some 30 percent or more of people do not respond to medications any better than a placebo. Furthermore, less than 20% are going to
get addicted to something like alcohol. Alcohol is not ALWAYS bad. I was told in my drug class that people always say they can control it but they
can't. Funny thing is, on another page, suspiciously some distance away, it told me that only a small portion of users become heavily addicted. While
I agree that drugs trick our mind and can penetrate its defenses with ease, I also think that the anti-drug campaign is overdone and we're missing a
lot of things in our pursuit of a drug free world. In fact, I don't think we'll ever have a drug-free world. People, in the heat of their work, have a
clouded mind.
Also we know that when people are dependent on a system, or can't escape it, or feel a lack of control in their life, or feel a threat, they tend to
support and defend the institution or system. This can EASILY apply to healthcare or psychiatric professionals. They depend on their field for an
income. This brings into question, based on a recent study, whether or not they can be relied on to objectively speak on behalf of THEIR OWN
institution.
I am referring to this:
www.psychologicalscience.o
rg/index.php ...
I know professionals of this sort mean well. But if you could be me for a day and understand how I feel about my sisters and the many thoughts I've
had, you would understand why I am skeptical. Why I don't trust very many people. Why I am not so willing to pop a pill to make all the dirt go away.
Why I feel in my gut that we're missing things and trying to justify ourselves.
Why do so many women experience depression? Why is it ok to have depression if it does not impact your performance, but not ok if it does? How can
you, in all your wisdom, not see how bad feelings will ALWAYS impact performance? There's no such thing as having bad feelings not also having their
consequences. Because some people seem to have these bad feelings for longer periods of times attracts our attention and makes us want to fix them. I
completely understand that part of it. But what I don't get is how bad feelings are only bad if they impact your performance in life. In my view, all
bad feelings impact our performance in life whether they're small or big or prolonged or whatever hte hell the circumstance is.
I've also read that among the unemployed, bouts of depression are common. All of this, and more (that I'm not mentioning here) suggests to me that
there're a variety of factors in how depression comes about. It's not just some error that we can quickly fix. But that's what we want. We want the
kind of fix that's stop and go. Our #%^!@! society is stop and go.
Maybe it's our society that needs to be medicated or fixed? Maybe that's why some people don't respond to medications? And even if people do, so what?
The human brain is one of the most complex thigns on earth. And you're toying with it liek a fool. Do you understand why I am skeptical? I haven't
been brainwashed yet by the tools in academia. I've seen more than enough people in my life to know that some people are fools and blindly suck up
whatever is there like it's candy. I refuse to do that. For better or worse, I like to proof check and second guess.
I know i've screwed up my own life. My sisters, however, won't admit it. That's why they're on drugs. They would rather blame somethings else. I also
think there's far more going on than just bad choices and circumstances. I think it's a combination of ALL of this. Some people have messed up brains.
It's true. But our choices and circumstacme outside our control ALSO factor into it. But it's not convenient for psychiatry to fix all of that because
they can't. It's out of their control. But giving you a bit of therapy and drugging you IS possible. That's why they do it.
DO NOT ignore the people who receive the drug. They play as much part in it as the "medicator". People wnat quick answers to their emotional and life
problems. Drugging themselves is easy. So it's not just the psychiatric INDUSTRY wanting money, it's people wanting easyt answers.
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