posted on Oct, 12 2010 @ 10:56 AM
When I was a young man I was asked by an older woman if I had been molested as a child as to the reason why I was gay. This was absurd. Being gay is
what saved me from my female pedophile; from 14 years until I was 17, and then again when I was 21. This female was 42 when I met her, she is now in
her 70's.
She took another "boy" into her home, this one she continued her pursuits and this one was a straight child. By the time I was 21 this boy had
stolen money, guns, and was on the run; I was ensnared into a web by this pedophile in order to protect herself. Again, the advances of a woman could
not reach me and I was then ensnared by gifts of drugs and limited access to the rest of the world. This female had a younger sister who suspected
what was happening and took me out to a biker bar one night and asked me to tell her the truth. I didn't know the full truth or comprehend it other
than the workings of a very intensely possessive person. I told her I had never been molested by her sister. The next day I had a .45 at my head and
a threat that if I ever tried to leave I would die. I chose to die and I walked out the door. It was an isolated property 30 minutes from town. It
took me another 20 years before I was able to find out what happened afterward.
She is currently still living outside of town on several acres and has had her newest "boy" since he was 13, he is now turning 20 and he is getting
out of Prison for drug related crimes. She looked good for all these years and just as determined; she said she plans to sell her house and take her
"Lover" to Mexico where they can avoid his probation and avoid any future trouble; I suppose because he is lost to the victimization.
I should write a book one day, but then I do not want to feed this part of my Soul and exercising it has been happening enough as I recover from day
to day. Yeah, there are female pedophiles, and as much as the one I mentioned she will find an excuse to cut him out like she did me. She openly
expressed their physical love, at least now she is opening to what she really is; this does not justify what she does, but it means that I can finally
call it for what it is. Child Abuse.