Originally posted by choiceless
Very interesting thread. In a perhaps crude way, I'm glad to meet others who go through similar to what I have done, even though it actually sounds
I won't bore you with details of my experiences unless pushed.
My own thoughts (lol) are that though this technology may be being used to torment some humans (and it must be horrible to receive messages in your
head and be setup by Drs, etc. who are fully aware) the mass secret society of fake humans who live on and run Earth don't actually need it to read
your mind or hear your thoughts.
I know I'm going to get the usual 'schizophrenic' and 'proof?' and 'delusional' ridicule but my friends, family, locals, random strangers and
many others have shown me without doubt that they can hear my thoughts, literally, from any distance, and read my mind.
Welcome to the thread - you are among friends here. Sorry to have taken so long to reply, I've been very busy recently and had been focusing on
other threads here for most of my visits to ATS.
Anyway - I'd like to tell you that you are not thought of as crazy by me, or by many others who you may come into contact with as a result of this
thread and your participation in it. Reading your comments brought back many painful memories for me, regarding the nature of my experiences between
the ages of 14 and 21. It was only after I came to faith that I began to experience a lessening of the problems, which were much as you describe,
almost seeming to follow a plot-line, or script, in terms of the way the coordinated attacks were launched..
I am as I say glad to see someone note the same things I have though in different styles. I believe there's a lot more to it than a computer
predicting your behaviour. Maybe the fact that they are multidimensional beings in some sense, slightly in the future, or something beyond a human's
You are right in your assessment that this is a multidimensional issue, and not simply a technological one. If anything, the technological attacks
prime you for the 'spiritual attacks'. They seek to get you into a state of perpetual anxiety and then slam you with some aggressive 'psychology'
as they like to hint at it here in the UK. They literally play 'mind games' and the people I experienced it from were exactly the same types as
those you have experienced it from. Family, 'friends' (both proper and casual), locals and random strangers, certain members of the medical
I hate going outside and only go for forced appointments. I'm always uncomfortable and feel judged or vulnerable. It's pretty bad. This post
will not be able to convey the hell they've put me through. I now live life on my bed.
Very sorry to hear that they've put you into this state. You'll find a way through it soon - never give up!
There is a light in the darkness...
Don't be put off - this is where i get all 'religious'.
Work on relaxing your mind - silent reflections/ meditations and simple trust that God is there, knows about you and cares for you. He will bring you
out of it. He (Christ) is the only one 'they' are afraid of.
I committed to Him, and while the problems never fully stopped, I am now in a much stronger position - and I have a life with many blessings to be
thankful for. I generally laugh at the ridiculous nature of 'those people' now when they try to pull their little tricks (which they do much less
often) - their infrequent efforts never leave me with the fear which their attacks used to cause. When you've been in contact with the Highest Power
in the Universe you can see how pitiful the oppressors really are.
Trust me - there is hope for you.
In my case I was pressured into psychosis and also put on meds and am now officially a 'schizophrenic'. The truth though is that mind-readers
exist without the need of any technology.
Don't let the b'stards get you down.
The psychiatric medical services can offer valuable treatments to many, but for those who are afflicted in the ways you describe, faith and charity
are the way out. Join a community church where they preach the need to live equally and share all. Take time out from the worldly situation you are
in - go on a sabbatical with one of the churches near you, such as the Jesus Fellowship UK (Jesus Army)
if you are
based over here.
Your use of 'infants school' makes me think you might be UK based, and if so, please U2U me and I can put you in touch with someone who can help you
take the step and meet people from the church etc to discuss the issues you face.
They will be ready to listen, to believe you, and to help you in a way much more profound than the medical services alone can provide. If you decide
to visit and to live a while in the community, they will make sure you maintain your medical treatments, but will offer prayer and emotional support,
friendship, space to reflect, a new feeling of purpose and 'belonging' etc - medical care alone simply can't emulate the value of the community
support you will experience.
I have been a member of the church for a long time now, and used to live in the community in Northampton, UK. It was the best thing that ever happened
to me, and literally turned my life around.
I can assure you from first-hand knowledge that any claims you may have heard about it being a 'cult' are false, and a deliberate plant by certain
groups who would prefer that a place of sanctuary didn't exist in the United Kingdom in this day and age. Luckily, that sanctuary does exist, and
the lies which have been spread only serve to make them even more committed to being a great place to work out the problems of life.
The leader of the church spent almost forty years building the community - he had two cardigans, lived in a single bedroom, had no personal money,
didn't have a car or a TV, or any of the trappings of the world - he lived the lifestyle of a monk (though not all members are required to live like
that!). He ate every day with the other members, both old and new together in a warm-hearted communal meal setting, and he was single-minded to care
for the people that needed the help of the church. He followed scriptural commandments about how to build a community within which all members were
treated equally and shared all things. He died in May 2009, and the world is a poorer place for his departing.
Noel Stanton - a true man of God
I've had so much personal evidence of it and this ability has been used to torment me on the street by strangers, new and fleeting friends,
people I've met online, even the PM of my country joined in on one occasion. Live TV - is always a threat because the presenters can play their part
in a synchronicity (mind-reading abuse) that can torment you and keep you in a cycle of confusion for days if not weeks and months. I'd advise not
listening to the radio or watching any Live TV channels if they begin attacks in this way. I would like to make and stay in contact with the ones in
this thread who have posted about their private hell and my sympathy lies with them.
I am more than happy to make your online acquaintance and to stay in touch about these things. Specifically, I know from first hand similar
experiences the hell you are facing, and would honestly say that the church I linked to (or one similar) may be the way forward. It would offer a
repose from the stress of living under the shadow of the terrible experiences you describe - a place to rest your mind and soul.
With faith, we don't need to understand everything - it is confidence in the evidence of things not yet seen. In other words, by having faith, we
are saying that we expect for everything to become clear at some future point.
Hope you are having a decent Christmas/New Year season - I pray you find the solution to your situation soon. U2U me for more info on the church, or
just for a chat about stuff.
All the best.