Ha.....memories ! I had a partner once who, whilst not doing it on a pay/cam site ended up " it just happened & doesn't mean anything " getting
friendly,naked & wanking with dudes in various chat-rooms whilst I was at work during days.
Apparently it all started out 'normal' as in "Hi what's your name?where are you chatting from etc. etc before the " wow your pretty,can I see your
t*ts ? " requests started.
At time I trusted her,thought we were solid & we were at it like pornstars so it came as a kick in the plums to discover the "chat logs" on my pc one
day after a period of her using my pc whilst hers was getting fixed.
Seems she had become "real close chat friends" with many,many dudes of a handful of chat sites & had created a whole different alter-ego who I would
eventually discover was " a victim of an unappreciative b/f who apparently treated her as his cleaning lady who he also f*cked.
I found them,confronted her,we argued,i kicked her out,she would beg to be taken back ,swear never again,promise to get off her arse & get a job-or at
least get out of the house instead of just hiding away all day in it whilst I worked,we'd do make up sex & slowly try to move on from it.
This stupidity repeated itself a few more times over a too long a period of time but looking back now I'd only really ever asked her to be honest with
me since initially getting together that through the course of the many fights we'd had over her "online life" it started the journey of discovering
her true persona/mental health issues.
Seems it had all been a lie & we weren't as "spiritually in sync" as I had been led to believe.
I had quickly just become the guy whose house the narcissistic,habitual thief & pathological liar could hide away from the real world from & indulge
in her secretive meth addiction free of any responsibilities,bills & life stressors.......& clothing !
Pffft , apparently it was all my fault ! Anyways even if I had read logs whereby she had together with the guy justifying her behavior due to my
supposed self esteem destroying treatment of her & not paying her enough attention......it meant nothing & wasn't cheating because she did it as this
online character. Go figure !?
So I guess my 2cents is firstly I in no way whatsoever judge any cammer chicks & wont pretend to understand why they are doing it even but I know a
few years ago there was at least 1 that was w*nking up a storm due to her having no morals,heart,respect,shame,conscience,honesty or the mental
faculties to see reality instead of her falsely created insistance she was some sort of victim who was in her own world some sort of saint forever
putting everyone else first & constantly being taken for granted
What a piece of nutcase she truthfully was...my gawd.
Mind you,she threw herself right into her cam 2 cam performances that she often recorded ....Purrrrrrrrr!!!!!
Er,um brb......that reminds me,i gotta go see to something....Lol !!