posted on Aug, 31 2010 @ 09:01 AM
we all have people who sometimes care, we call these "friends", as i grew older i realised that my perception of "friends" was wrong, and that
people i thought were my friends, were actually just there because they were leeching off me, lived near or had nobody else. i do suffer from
depression (it may be bi-polar, but im not going to get it diagnosed, and neither am i going to self diagnose myself), now, when i come onto many
social networking sites (mainly msn messenger, however i dont use facebook, myspace or bebo) and i notice how i could come online, and not one person
would say hi or how are you doing, it would always have to be me who started the conversation, but, now i realise what a real friend is, and the truth
is, i don't have any!
now, i'm going to leave you with a quote that my father once said to me when i was 14 years old; "if you knew everything your friends said about
you, then you would have no friends" he was not saying that my friends said bad things about me in particular, but rather that most people talk
about you behind your back, and that a lot of people are snakes in the grass, and with that nugget of knowledge, i shall leave, i hope you read this
and that it will help you, although i fear it may make things worse!