reply to post by Greensage
very nice story of yours
sorry about your parent .. they died young
im sure they died in peace thinking their son will have a formidable life
they died happy with a strong spirit
they had a better death than many others around the world thats for sure
i beleive they are around you and so happy that your okay
talk to them when you miss them
they can let you feel their presence with some signs
my parent divorced when i was 4 .. they are almost 60
im almost 30 my spirit is strong like you but i cant tell how hard it would be loosing one of them...
my father live far so i see him like 2-3 times a years and my mother maybe around 50 days a years
i had my part were i had trouble in school being bullied
another part where i made friends .. always going out .. and spending ..
the path of life have split us up like a literal Y taking different path ..
life can be literaly a bitch for bad surprise
i dont have any regrets and im seeing life in a way never before
i dont have any jalousy in me ...
i used to have that greed sentiments when i was more young
now i feel great and alive ... i have some "friend"
everybody are my friends...
my friendly neighboor or anyone at the market or at the job
i even saw a old bully one time from the secondary in one of my old jobs
we grown up of course and we spoken very friendly no negativity
i didnt had any thing against him of course
everybody do silly mistakes .. the human mind can be corrupted by the dark side especially when we are young...it can be influence in a few
some change for the better some change for the worst ...
thats why first in life ... i came to the fact about the difference from good and bad ... you need to concentrate on one of them ...
and have faith in one of them
i advice you the good side
if you fall to the dark side you might commit a irreparable mistake like killing somebody and bring shame on your soul for eternity
if you help of save somebody .. than you have achieve the supreme goal
loosing our parent can be difficult to all ..
after a night of crying the next morning you will be thinking that they died in peace
im sure i will cry a lot and i will have pain but i will be okay thinking they are now ok
in some afterlife
since the souls cant die
hope people knows that fact
damn sometimes i cant stop writing
have a good night
PS; read the thread in my signature i have shared more emotions
[edit on 8/31/2010 by Ben81]