reply to post by Unity_99
Ha, well I have a different perspective on aliens. I almost feel like everyone's playing a joke on me, not really.. like I believe aliens and
infinite things exist here and in the past and etc... but I've never felt in my life like i believed I would meet one any time soon.. I feel things
coming and this alien thing I just think if its going to happen, not yet.. or if it happened in the past I forgot about it.
I had a meditation 2 - 3 years ago where I asked sincerely to see UFO.. and then I "woke" out of it, looked up in the sky and this silver disk
darted left to right and took off... and i'm thinking.. uhhh.. were those aliens? I almost got hit by a car last week, as well I work a dangerous job
and the point is most things don't shock me anymore. Really.. I have no fear of dieing and that reckless mentality comes out and I need to make sure
I don't hurt myself. I've experienced too many things to NOT be intrigued by death. I live life, i'm happy, not suicidal by any means but I'm not
clinging to it. I'm more afraid of pain then death.
Fear of being posessed or something? I had that once, then I realized whatever happens after that as a result is sorta out of my control and I'll
just have to deal with it.. really, when I think about it seems absurd as I do feel my life has certain plans and I've had dreams of the future i've
watched come true and i'm optimisticly hoping the other ones will too.. but all in all I don't feel threatened... simply... because it wouldn't
make sense, it wouldn't feel right.
One night I think I was being attacked by some person energetically... I went to bed, and this random woman was in my mind with completec clarity and
she was staring at me and it was intrusive and i couldn't get her out my head...usually i have hard enough time holding onto the same visual!... and
I could feel a heat and pressure on my back on my heart chakra.. i panicked a little then just realized... no... no bitch, this aint happening, i'm
going to sleep and thats that, piss off. I asked some guides who I barely knew and still barely know to just watch over me and that seemed to give me
some comfort and I fell asleep with ease.
I have had 2 occassions where I woke up feeling like I wanted to die, like all chakras were closed. I feel I was manipulated by someone at the time,
and that was a messy on going situation.
But i mean, that's it, and i've had less and less fear or even belief that dangerous things are going to happen since. I am rather reckless perhaps
or just aware of whats happening.
I think death is like the NDE that doesn't stop, indeed.. and then something happens and your a baby or something. I've had a dream where I didn't
see or hear anything but I was just everywhere, i couldn't comprehend it or even explain it to myself when I woke up, i was inside plants, rocks
etc... it was... indescribeable, it just felt right, it had no emotion so to speak it was just like...being everything and everywhere. So I think
there are some interesting states and transitions and I'm very curious as to what death is like, but I hardly think about it. I'm concerned more
about what to do with my time!.
Thanks for posting that.