posted on Aug, 23 2010 @ 06:25 PM
Ok so today I visited my GP to ask about getting the non-hormonal contraceptive coil fitted after some internet research, as I do not want kids,
period. Me and my husband have decided against it part due to me having Asperger's Syndrome and the stark chance my child would also have this
condition, or full blown Autism. While I love kids, and if I really wanted them I would take this risk, but that's just it, I don't. My life with it
has been incredably hard and I don't wish to inflict simlar curcumstances upon another person.
I went on the pill, 2 or three pills to be exact a few years ago and they made such a mess of both my insides and my mind that I will never, ever
touch synthetic hormones again. I very nearly attempted suicide while taking the pill, had horriffic pains in my legs & chest which scared me a lot as
it can cause blood clots, I basicaly went off my rocker. I told my doctor, who said it had nothing to do with the pill, even though hormones govern
our moods and feelings, specialy for women. Nah, it couldn't be that plastic synthetic non natural chemical crap could it mr dr, nope. Funny most of
these things stopped when I stopped taking the pill.
I understand from reading up and asking first hand experiencers, that the traditional 'coil' prevents pregnancy as well as the 'hormonal' marina
one, infact the hormone in that one has nothing to do with stopping conception, so I don't need that inside me! I know it can mess your periods up
etc but I'd much rather that than feel like I did on the pill. I also want a more long term contraceptive method.
I know it can be painful to fit, particularly in women who have not had kids, but if you've felt the 'pain' of the desire to take your own life,
then I think you could bear through 5 minutes of pain. Would they listen? no. It's all 'well the dose is small' or 'those sorts of side effects
are not possible' etc. Even telling them the pill caused me suicidal feelings doesn't seem to work, they tell me that's depression and I might
benefit from the latest citalawhatever or something zac SSRI rubbish etc etc. It seems the more I wish not to take drugs, the more I am pushed
I had a bad reaction when I was given prozac as a teenager, this is why I do not want to take it again, or any of it's little friends.
If I wanted to be pressure sold drugs I would see a friggen dealer on the streets, it's not the sort of thing medics should be doing, it reminds me
more of the hard sell tactics of a car salesman than a doctor. Even under the NHS, which is supposed to be 'free'!. The internet is flooded with
stories from people suffering painful conditions, denied the correct pain control because of the fear of 'addiction' yet they are offered equally
addictive SSRI medication off lable. It's all a farce that's coming from somewhere, and I don't think the somewhere is good, not at all, and I
don't think money is the only driving factor.
It feels like they want to take charge of my body, they're not living in it but they still think they know what's best for it.
Usualy when I read conspiracy threads talking about Big Pharma being a tool employed by the NWO to dull us down with chemical drugs before the
takeover, I simply have a giggle to myself and sometimes comment that in most cases, modern medicine saves our lives, not controls them. However, the
more times I see my doctor, often with physical ailments, and I am offered SSRIs, contraceptive hormomes, beta blockers and other stuff my body
doesn't need, it really does make me wonder.
I just know these SSRI wonderpills are going to have the same fallout in 10-20 years time as benzos did after the 80's when they suddenly realised
how many people were addicted.
Perhaps the payload is coming in that time? It's like some internet viruses, they infect and infect until the author decides to reap his reward,
which is often theft from banks, defamation, anything he wishes and has written his bots to do. Perhaps whoever or whatever is the driving force
behind the growing trend in mind altering psychiatric medications being pushed upon the masses, like a windows virus is pushed upon the masses, is
biding it's time before the action starts.
Not enough of us are infected yet, whilever people like me refuse to take this crap, there are still threats to their plan, whoever they are.