reply to post by one4all
Ok, these are very good questions, and I had to do a great deal of searches in my memories, and much of that was completely blocked, and now have the
current experiences to go on.
I can't remember, and have tried mediation and self hypnosis, as to when and where I was taken as a child. I had an enormous block over researching
anything for years. My mother remembers me dragging her to the spot where I saw the grey, but not once did I consider it an et! Even watching fire
in the sky didn't make me think I had associations with this. I believe I was programmed to avoid any connecting of dots.
I grew up in a soft fruit orchard and vineyard area in Canada, not much livestock. We had one of the few world observatories near us though.
The moment when I finally was able to connect the dots came after researching a siting my friend and I had seen near the observatory at night.
I was able to research this twice on the computer. The first time it got me into a lot of string theory physics stuff for some reason. Last year it
got me into Project Camelot and Jim Spark's interview and I saw his et script. That script was like a key, that unlocked it and brought my memories,
sitings, waking up with physical signs, all of it together and a huge residual dam of emotion broke on that one. Within 2 or 3 days of that, my
entire family had a siting of a craft, the first of many, after it contacted me psi, and answered my direct thoughts. Man was I worried about the
kids, thought they were going to be taken, then I realized...
My childhood memory was initially a joint project, ie. the militia (they guy looked nazi to me) and greys, and nordics. There were groups of children
working on a project. I saw my brother there and felt my family was there as well.
The later ones had no militia involvement and in fact, I received a very strong impression (though I can't remember the sessions this came from) that
they were completely against our leaders. There was protocols that were followed. The joint projects are the way projects are done, this time I'm
using the term as in interspecies, rather than et to human militia. In the later memories, I saw shorts of myself at many different ages, and it
included both a grey and nordic presence on the same craft.
There is no one species alligned with one side. Also, not all species working with cabal are on their side.
There is an ancient renegade
presence here on earth that has controlled this planet and enslaved us, and this planet's ecology is nearly destroyed by its presence. The annanuki,
enki/enlil's group/the overlords, connected to the bloodlines. It doesn't really matter what you call them, thats what I call them.
There is a galactic presence, and they operate with organizations, that are inter-species, that have increased in presence since our use of nuclear.
But in the begining they all did meet with an even work with the leaders.
I got quite a bit out of this thread: www.abovetopsecret.com...
There are two sides, with inter species working together on each of the sides. One side is abusing power and they're the bad guys. Our leaders
belong to that side. The other is the galactic presence of organized people who are obviously overseeing this. I believe it has to do with how far
they go in breaking the galactic laws governing absolutes of what can and cannot be done, also in the contract of non-interference and non-massive
contact which is soon over. But was never legal to begin with. They don't own this piece of real estate or us. They are fascist dictators, not
good stewards and have abused their power. Those contracts are crimes not laws. I believe things are going to change significantly.