I remember the first indications for AIDS in the early 80's, they called it the "Gay Cancer". I remember when my first friend died of AIDS, then a
cousin, then another friend, and another and another. It was frightening and the world just acted like it was some sort of Gay Disease only.
I can remember my first sexual contact with an HIV positive person. I remember the classes I attended and the never ending AIDS tests, every six
months. I remember the fear.
I remember my second sexual contact, then the third, fourth, fifth; what were the odds I thought to myself as my friends and community members died
around me.
I remember the endless fundraisers, the protesting, the anger.
One thing that does stick in my mind was the endless counseling with each AIDS test I took. I took classes on HIV and was told that the Virus cannot
be seen by traditional tests because of the expense, so instead a protein marker is determined that is present with HIV positive people. I was told
that they look only for the protein marker to make the initial determination, then more determinate tests could be performed; one of which was called
the Western Blot test at the time. I asked if they are looking for a virus and they said yes but that was not true at all. No one had ever seen the
virus at that time. They had drawings how a virus connects to a WBC (white blood cell) and transforms it, how it kills the ability to create new
T-cells. They always had drawings and we believed them. We were all scared.
Later on I remember reading that only two scientists could verify that the AIDS virus was real and both of them are in dispute over who really
"officially" discovered it, one American and one French researcher. It was probably something from a monkey what ever it was.
So I continued testing and over the years the fear released itself from me, I just assumed everyone was positive and that they just hadn't found out
yet. I remained negative. It wasn't condoms, it wasn't some magic fairy dust, my reasons for remaining negative were perplexing at best and
contrary to all the loss I had to endured, all the loss we all had endured.
I will say this with all honesty and with truth, I am immune from HIV. There is no other explanation, I knew my practices would not grant me safety
from such a dreadful disease, unless there is no virus!
The word immune is the key here; you see, the protein markers are immunity markers, if a virus did arrive in the body or the body was compromised by
nutritional or outside influences the protein markers show up. They are the elements that say that the body had indeed come in contact with something
that stressed it or worked it on the immunity level; it does not mean there is a virus present that will kill you.
Sadly, people of African heritage naturally have these protein precursors show up in their bloodstream. They become when the immune system becomes
suppressed. They come when illnesses are fought off. They come when people lack nutrition or sanitary conditions. This is why there is a
predominance of Blacks and positive readings, especially in Africa.
The real killers are the Drugs! The real disease was the Community Leaders, Governments, Organizations, and Pharmaceuticals. They all profited of
the deaths of Millions across the planet. They systematically began suppressing the T-cells by drugs and then lifting them with other drugs. They
slowly killed as they reaped their rewards.
AIDS is real, but HIV is a lie!
If you are positive, there is a cure! Please do not be blinded by the endless cocktails and protease inhibitors, please don't be blind to the real
evil that exists. You can recover!
I am sorry if this offended anyone, I am offended because a lifetime of people were taken from me and I miss them so very much!
I know that when the disease first showed up in the Gay Community it expressed itself as Kaposi Sarcoma, or KS; at the time it confused doctors
because it was rare and should not be seen in young adults. I also know that in the 70's the use of "Rush", "Silver Streak", or what is called
"Poppers", nitrite inhalants were so popular amongst the Dance Crowds and the Sex scenes everywhere. This was what caused the immunities of young
people to fail, causing such rare illnesses as KS and inducing pneumonia and death so immediately; it was the prolonged exposure of deadly inhalants!
It took awhile, for the same powers that we deal with today, to take advantage and figure out ways to manipulate this and profit from it. Now they
have it down to a science. They are the same ones that took advantage of this "disease", and they are the same ones that are taking advantage of
Mankind now, and that is my truth "So help me God".


