posted on Jul, 31 2010 @ 01:06 PM
Ok it's hard really to explain because, for all it's worth, once you've opened the box 'you can't go back' syndrome, there seems to be 'little
wrong' with others lives when they are not involved in the crusade of truth.
They just go on regardless.
But I see hypocrisy on this site with the advertising. Either it should be a read only, or a read only with a chance to listen to a radio station and
to be an active participant in events. maybe I am being ignorant and this is what ATS already do, but it's like - I am seeing flashing images of
products going past my field of vision, and I think 'well this is ATS, I should trust it'. but should I really?
You are damn right. Being scared makes you a coward to life and crawl away from the incoming truth. It hits you like a bullet. It is sometimes
concealing more truth. But isn't it about self examination?
There has to be a simple explanation behind my desire to dissect "facts".
It must be a personal reason. Like it had been for you, unless you 'accidently' came across it, but then you'd have to be the type of person to
Whatever that 'it' may be. if we are talking about conspiracy theories here.
can I ask you all a question?
Has the truth, your truth, improved your life or made you live in fear?
Do you believe there is an ultimate goal to it, or do you feel you have more mastery over your life than before?
What is it that motivates you and your drive?
So what next?
If we are all to participate in truth then there has to be a crossing. We have to do something about it, if that is what we are preaching. ('we')
I have written posts so similar to the whole "goodness" of truth, and I am not being pushed away from it, but I just see pictures and numbers on a
board. I do not know these people, or know you.
I am putting myself in a position where my thoughts are heard by strangers.
And for all I know that could be anybody.
I am not scared of the truth if I can trust myself and trust my truth.
but I will move away from a truth that gets you buried deeper in more fantasies. It seems I, and others are feeding them on here.
If we get the strength to 'do' then maybe it makes more sense.
Do we love mankind? Each other? I am not talking about the brainwashed love. But the ultimate truth.
It would be easier to sleep but I'm on a bridge. Excusing my own contradictions on this site in general.
I think it would be dumb to think of this as another reality and to believe everything on here. Maybe going back to reality helps.
I mean the one I was in before hand - though this seems to be elusive in itself. Ok I mean being active in reality instead of thoughtful, but
thought-fulness + action.
What do you think?