reply to post by SonoftheSun
Yes, last August, there was a huge spike in energy coming in from what some told me, and it was posted on various websites, in any case, that
explained what happened perhaps. I had begun seriously meditating in late June, so this has only been a year so far, and it has had many results.
In August, I had such a burning pain in my head, it was very uncomfortable, and was so tired, I kept going to sleep in the afternoon, for hours.
Which is hard with the kids, lucky they have a range of ages, but the two younger ones don't get along.
Then, while up, everyone around me, even my ex who wasnt, morningmayan on youtubes, a famous ufology controversial figures, all of them, I recognized
them, knew who they were that we were family and that they had come in waves throughout the decades. That I had been, under this memory veil, filled
in on their assignments. One of them, the famous ufology guy was off his assingment, it was compromised, and he wasn't supposed to start a religion,
and I was really upset.
I felt a projection of myself leave my heart to go to him and talk some sense into him. And then, I stopped myself, refusing to allow that, and I
didn't know that even could happen, so wrote to a knowledgeable friend from Finland. The next day I had a picture postcard contact in my bathroom
with a long blond haired guide in blue uniform who I recognized as family as well, and who was so high frequency, sensitive spiritual light, and he
said, "we must never judge anyone, that this world was negative and that many did not wake up, and what we needed to do was send love and compassion
and concerns for them, in meditation, prayer even, to assist in their recovery.'
Then on one day, I suddenly experienced myself welling up like a spring inside of me, my Higher Self, and was so lonely, cut off from others, this was
not natural and so I walked outside and reached into the wave or field and was connected to my Family. My friend in Finland said this was the
Universal Understanding, telepathy, the unity. I realized how I miss that the most, it was wonderful. Heaven on earth.
That whole period maybe lasted over a week in August. It was wonderful. It had its very weird moments but I wouldn't take it back for anything in