Originally posted by DOADOA
ok seriously. i've been having a lot of bad luck in my business venture last year and it seem bad this year too. do you see an improvement?
if you read the other readings, you know I don't mince my words and I'm not very good finding cuddly euphemisms. So I'll give you the straight dope
(as I see it, of course, and I could still be wrong).
Your past shows me that your work is very fulfilling to you, but also represents an enormous burden you have to carry. Interestingly, you almost seem
to get enjoyment out of that... has anyone in your social ciricle ever told you that you do best in a crisis, or that you seem to virtually blossom
when things AREN'T going so well?
If that's the case (and I could be wrong), you have to let go of that mentality... because otherwise you will keep attracting strife and struggle.
Your present tells me that you're working basically 24/7 to make it; you are indeed very ambitious, which can be a good thing but also can be a
burden in itself, because you expect so much from yourself that it's hard to live up to your own expectations. There's also an older man here; do
you have a business partner?
For the future, I'm afraid I don't have any (outwardly) good news. I'm getting cards that unmistakably tell me that your business will not survive.
There's an unexpected event coming up that has to do with a Earth-sign type woman; either she's a creditor or a client or in some way connected to
your business. It's an event that you won't see coming, and it will ultimately lead to the close of your business, I'm sorry to say.
I really don't want to let you go like this; I was even drawing more cards that would maybe mitigate what I just said, but they're all negative.
However, I was asking Spirit if He could give you any guidance what to do or what good could come out of this. The cards I drew for "Divine
Guidance" tell me that you need to take it easier; some R&R is very much called for -- when all this goes down, give yourself some rest and stop
struggling and fighting for a while.
I've had a lot of crap happen in my life (who hasn't?), but in hindsight I found that many of those "bad things" were actual blessings in disguise
-- e.g. getting fired from a job that was horrible and that I just stuck with because I thought my hubbie and I needed the money so bad; or getting a
terrible sickness that showed me the "error of my ways," etc. Who knows, maybe you need to lose your biz before it gives you a heart attack... I
know I'm grasping at straws here, but trust me, the blessings are there if you know to look for them.
Spirit also tells me that you will make a new start AFTER you give yourself a time-out. It will require hard work, but not of the frantic kind that
you're doing right now.
I wish you all the best.