Originally posted by metalholic
reply to post by sylvie
i'm down for one!
am i following the right paths for my destiny?
where is my life going?
is arizona the right destination for me?
[edit on 29-7-2010 by metalholic]
Sorry to say it, metalholic, but I don't see that your life is going in the right direction as it is. That being said, you and you alone have the
power to change that at any time.
In your past, I see that you put yourself into dangerous situations, maybe even an addiction of some sort. This situation came about because you were
kind of innocently -- or maybe recklessly -- putting yourself into it, without consideration of the consequences. Call it naivety at that point, but
it seems that the effects are still with you to some degree.
Presently, the cards tell me that you're in a situation where you feel oppressed and you're rebelling against this oppression. Maybe you feel stuck
in your current circumstances, but anger doesn't seem to be the answer here.
In the near future, I see a lot of confusion about the path you want to take, as well as maybe your career. There's also an older male, a father
figure that plays a role here as well.
From your reading, I get that you're in limbo right now and don't know what to do. As to Arizona, I've lived there before and it's great, but
remember, wherever you go, you take yourself with you. So if you want to go to AZ as some kind of escape, it won't work. First you have to get clear
with yourself and figure out what you can do to clean up the mess you've found yourself in.
I recommend meditation. Lay off the metal music (if your avatar is any indication) and listen to peaceful music that you find uplifting. Get the anger
out of your system and replace it with acceptance. Only when you can fully accept the situation you're in will you be able to change it. If this were
a longer reading, I'd have more to say about that, but this format doesn't really allow for in-depth advice.
I wish you all the best.