posted on Jul, 26 2010 @ 04:39 AM
Thankyou op for your story, your search is strong and you will awaken. When you realize who/what you are, the veil will be lifted, realization will
happen. We believe we are this body/mind, and we think we are our life. This is why we spend our lives looking, searching, for the thing that will
complete us, connect us, make us feel whole (holy). It is in every person you'll ever meet, that feeling, there`s something wrong (with me/ the
world), somethings missing, i need to find it. A spiritual seeker is the same as a seeker of money or power, all seeking the end of suffering. All
beings including plants are drawn toward the light, we are pulled toward bliss, we all deep down know of it, for it is what we have always been. We
all want to go home, to feel that complete comfort, to rest in peace.
What are you, really? Find out what it means to be. I am is said in the present ( i was, past, i will,future). I am is to be. What is it you are?,
what are you right now? Are you your past, your future, your thoughts, your body? No, all of these are things that you can see, experience. Who or
what is seeing all the things that appear presently. What is aware of it all is who you are.
If you want some pointers to what you are check out: Mooji, John Sherman,Scott Kiloby, Conscious tv, Rupert Spira, Tony Parsons, Jeff Foster, Unmani.
Any way, youtube has loads of non-duality speakers. I`m sure you will find some that resonates with you, they are all pointing to the same thing.
And yes it is real, it does happen and it is beautiful.
[edit on 26-7-2010 by Itisnowagain]