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Originally posted by princeofpeace
Im really sorry...so saddening to read your thread. Im thinking you may need to go seek professional help...not the help from all the 14 year olds on here who live in video game land/delusional reality land. Please...go talk with someone professionally.
reply to post by Yummy Freelunch
Originally posted by NoJoker13
reply to post by dominicus
Also since your so "keen" on the subject matter why is it that these people always seem to need a manual on spiritual enlightenment??? Like you would suppose the answers to the cosmos come in word format? Come on this is just another plea for attention.
Originally posted by the_journey_in
reply to post by 11118
My friend, what I was talking about was 20 years ago. I think my chakras are ok and I'm only as much indigo as we all are.
So your diagnosis I'm afraid is a little off.
I'm not sure if you're reading my posts as they were intended?
[edit on 26-7-2010 by the_journey_in]
Originally posted by Yummy Freelunch
Do you really expect me to believe that we have "evolved"?
Or that some god just decided to create us from dust?
Then set a bunch of rules upon us, and would kill us or send us to a hell if we didnt obey?
I know in my heart of hearts..that we..ALL OF US..have come from somewhere else in the universe...my "home" planet might not be the same as yours...look inside yourself..why is there so many diverse cultures, languages and races on this TINY planet?
We are all flesh beings, but all so different. We did not just spring up from the primordial ooze as a fish...we have been brought here..all of us..
and enslaved.
What I mean is..we dont remember who we are..
someone or someTHING is keeping us ignorant.
I know now..why the powers that be want to keep us downtrodden and warring against each other.
They are also puppets, although they dont realize it. They think they OWN this world and us..but they dont..they are also enslaved here..just like the rest of us.
where division of labour is highly specialised and where individuals are not able to survive by themselves for extended periods of time.
They are evil..we should not have to fight for anything we need..we should not have to fight AT ALL!
Food , shelter, basic needs should be a "given" and no one should be without. Money is a tool that they use to keep us imprisoned throughout our lives.
Sometimes I agree with that saying.."Money is the root of all evil"..its not the money, its the power that "they" have to wield it against us.
The lust for material things, is also another lie they project into our minds...its like dangling a carrot in front of a horse..new and shiny things.."must have new plasma tv"...this becomes a focus in your daily lives, until you forget who you really ARE!!!!
You are not a being of material things..but of love..and light..and peace.
I have not found WHO I am, yet..Im hoping that some of you on here might be able to help me with that. I have not experienced being in the spirit..although I have had flying dreams that I know I was there..out of body and in my "real" self.
It was the most liberating feeling..but Im always being chased.
Until we all awaken and learn to live in peace and harmony throughout this entire planet..we will never be who we truly are.
I looked in the mirror today and asked the reflection, "who are you?" It didnt answer back..but I know that somewhere inside me..is the being that was created and never dies. Immortal...do you see that, WE are immortal..WE ARE GODS...
I guess, the purpose of this story, is to ask others who are learning, or HAVE learned who they are and how to break free from this enslaved mentality.
I need help, I feel Im on the brink of finding out..
and im scared to step forward..
but I NEED to..
and just dont know how or where to take the next step.
I almost feel a relief..but a part of me just wants to cry..cry and mourn the person I "thought" I was..which was a lie..do you know what I mean?
Please, if you have any information you can help me with, to find the door..Id greatly appreciate it..please feel free to add anything to this thread. I have slowly been coming awake..and its time to take the next step..
Thank you for reading this and thank you for your posts.
Sincerely, A sister of the spirit
All my life, I had a feeling that I was "different", or that I didnt belong in society.
I never knew there were others that felt this way until I found this site. I really felt alone, although I never really felt lonely. Coming here, and reading other people's stories and experiences has broadened my once tiny spectrum of who we are, and what life is really about.
I have come to a conclusion..from loads of information...that, indeed we are slaves and prisoners on this beautiful blue planet. We, are in a prison, within a prison. The flesh body, is also a prison for the beautiful "beings" that we really are.
Do you really expect me to believe that we have "evolved"? Or that some god just decided to create us from dust? Then set a bunch of rules upon us, and would kill us or send us to a hell if we didnt obey? Its ludicrous to even suggest such a thing, in my opinion.
I know in my heart of hearts..that we..ALL OF US..have come from somewhere else in the universe...my "home" planet might not be the same as yours...look inside yourself..why is there so many diverse cultures, languages and races on this TINY planet? We are all flesh beings, but all so different. We did not just spring up from the primordial ooze as a fish...we have been brought here..all of us..and enslaved. What I mean is..we dont remember who we are..someone or someTHING is keeping us ignorant.
I know now..why the powers that be want to keep us downtrodden and warring against each other.
They are also puppets, although they dont realize it. They think they OWN this world and us..but they dont..they are also enslaved here..just like the rest of us.
They are evil..we should not have to fight for anything we need..we should not have to fight AT ALL!
Food , shelter, basic needs should be a "given" and no one should be without. Money is a tool that they use to keep us imprisoned throughout our lives.
Sometimes I agree with that saying.."Money is the root of all evil"..its not the money, its the power that "they" have to wield it against us.
The lust for material things, is also another lie they project into our minds...its like dangling a carrot in front of a horse..new and shiny things..just keep us like robots.."must have new plasma tv"...this becomes a focus in your daily lives, until you forget who you really ARE!!!!
You are not a being of material things..but of love..and light..and peace.
I have not found WHO I am, yet..Im hoping that some of you on here might be able to help me with that. I have not experienced being in the spirit..although I have had flying dreams that I know I was there..out of body and in my "real" self.
It was the most liberating feeling..but Im always being chased.
Until we all awaken and learn to live in peace and harmony throughout this entire planet..we will never be who we truly are.
I looked in the mirror today and asked the reflection, "who are you?" It didnt answer back..but I know that somewhere inside me..is the being that was created and never dies. Immortal...do you see that, WE are immortal..WE ARE GODS...
Originally posted by the_journey_in
reply to post by 11118
If you read my posts across this thread, you will see I am acting in service.
Your last comment was worthy of a troll and is at entirely cross-purposes to the philosophy you appear to espouse.
Nuff said.
I made a spelling error as I should have stated 'May have been'.
The indigo ray center is of the throat after the green ray center which is the heart, not having to do if you are Indigo or not, .
A chakra can be overly active and underly active (blocked) each of the spectrums causing a lack of energy flowing to higher centers.
Originally posted by Yummy Freelunch
The behaviors I make excuses for, mostly now, is drinking beer, A LOT! Especially on the weekends. I make excuses, and reasons why I feel it necessary.