posted on Jun, 17 2004 @ 09:34 AM
Hello, I am obviously new here.
I am Ezekial, the 5th member of an Aussie Security/Tech/Politics 'thinktank'.
My experience that I am trying to figure out is this:
Ever since I was a child I have experienced a dream that I cannot fully understand, but recurrs very frequently.
The feeling is the only sense in the dream that I can describe.
It feelign like I am being squashed, squashed by something I cannot 'see' in the dream but I know it rolls over me slowing repeatedly. As an empath
I also sense a feeling of pure glee coming from somewhere as I am being squashed.
I have this dream roughly once a month while asleep, now here's where it gets strange.
I get this feeling when I am awake.
I have even gone catatonic (only word I can describe it as) a few times. It may be a weird form of epilepsy as sounds or a certain pattern trigger the
sensation - but I have been tested for this stuff while entering the Royal Australian Airforce with no outcome.
I do not freeze everytime, most of the time i just stop in my tracks and usually swear and break out in a sweat.
I've also had experience with aliens and ghosts (either in relaity or damn realistic dreams - not sure). I have scars after some dreams, scratch
marks on my arms that do not match my hands.
One more thing, I went to a psychic convention to hang around laughing at the fakers and posers reaping the money from clueless patrons. As I walked
in, 4 seperate psychics ran at me telling me that I cannot be read because I have "...a red dragon wrapped around my aura preventing all
readings..." -freaky stuff.
Anyway, It official; Im rambling.