Thanks,i have briefly seen the faraday cage.Looks like a nice product.But i think it is too expensive for me,and i cant stay in that cage for the rest
of my life.And in putting myself in that cage,i have allowed them to sucessful screwed up my life.(imagine living in a cage for the rest of my life,i
feel like an animal in a zoo.)
Regarding how i know they are watching me is that they let me know blatantly.I try to make a list of the ways they let me know.....
1.sounds coming from outside my flat:
a)The sound of car horn in the carpark below my flat.(even when there is no moving cars and complete silence in the carpark)
b)human voices from adults and children(laughing in a sinister manner,screaming,coughing,vomiting and shoutings even when u dont see anyone nearby)
There was once there was a heavy panting just outside my window and my flat is five storey high,it is impossible for anyone to be standing outside my
window,unless they can fly.Btw i turn around to look out the window but could ot see anyone there and the panting cease inmediately.
c)The thumping coming from the ceiling(i dont think i am imaginating it cos i can also feel the vibration on my body)
I try to convince myself it is not real but they do it again to confirm with me it is real.
a)The TV programmes i am watching seems to be talking to me.
When ever i try to dismiss this fact or not want to follow what they are trying to say to me...they will say things like"oh he is not here right now
but we can wait for him to come back"
Even when i have successful disengage from this influence,then there will either be a pain behind my head(feels like a force trying to come into my
head)Or a loud continuous tone from outside my flat.(the kinda sound u get from radio i think)
3.The people around me
a)Neigbours,friends,family and even strangers(not all strangers though only some)
They all seems to be able to read my mind,all i need to do is give them one negative thought about them whether i mean it or not they will react to it
and taunt me for that.Even when they cant phyically see me when i am alone in my room.
As for strangers,what i did is flash some picture in my mind eye so fast that even i cant see what it is and immediately focus on the expression of
the stranger.Most often i will see the stranger kniting his eyes staring into space as if trying hard to see something and quickly realise i am
looking at him and immediately turn to me and smile pretending nothing happened.
Although they dont use this anymore,but it is one of the ways in the beginning they use it to instill fear in me and try to make me believe they are
god forces.(they almost got me into believing in that it is godwill that such things are happening to me until i search the internet and realise that
science has produce technology to control and influence weather then they stop using it.)I can still remember how fast the black clouds were forming
into a storm within minutes from a clear sunny day.But i must admit i was pretty freak out when it happened,thinking i must have anger the heavens.
5.I dont know how to classified this but i will try to put it down here.
There were once when i am going to sleep and i look at the fan in my living room and ensure it is turn off before going to bed.then after a while,i
felt like going to the toilet,while going to the toilet i saw that the fan in the living is on....i was very sure that i ensure that the fan is off
before going to bed,the memory is still very fresh in my mind.So i then walk toward the fan and switch it off and at the same time give them the four
letter word in my mind and go back to sleep.
This is not the first time they play such tricks on me,there was a time when i am working and some guys came in to my room and tear some picture from
the glass panel in my room.i didnt bother about them and they left the room.After a while,i look back at the panel and saw the pictures there
untouched...Those were very old pictures taped to the panel and if they tear it off it will leave a marking on the glass but when i look at
it....everything seems untouched.I was very sure they came in to tear away the picture.But...But...But....well i cant explain it but i think it is
their way of screwing with me brain.
Well this thing has been going on for months already and i am kinda numb about it and dont react to it as i first encounter it.And it kinda bothers
them,they have try all ways to instill fear,guilt and shame in me and i is kinda numb to emotions now.Every now and then they are successful in
getting the emotions in me stirring up again but it is pretty shortlived.
Well,that is all i have to say.
Btw,if my story has by anyway stir up your curiousity....Dont....Dont...Dont come and RV me.I have enough problems with these guys already and wanna
keep it under control.