Originally posted by heavenly
reply to post by woodwytch
I am a real abductee...you really dont remember the experience..The aliens depending wyo you are at your home will take control of your mind in what
is called mind games..Alot of stories ore true..I know mine is...but im not the one posting
Hey, you should read Sleeper's thread, just do a search for his name, and under his profile one called, Et's Are Real, As Real As Then Nose ON Your
Face. I don't know how many pages it is, I'm roughly page 24 now. I can only read a page or two at a time before real panic sets in. And my last
physical experience induced that primal fear something like a drone with a knife. I felt the cut and then lights out. I get bits and pieces from age
4 on. Some clear and some cloudly, but they're short shorts. And I get currently contact, and some communication, but alot is monitoring. In some
of the experiences, what is given is a kind of altered sense, a masked dream or reality. But they want you to remember it.
Everyone is different in what they remember, who they are what's going on. And experiences even with the same group can be different, let alone
different groups that work nonetheless by some agreement. For example in the one that has upset me enormously recently, I don't know if that was the
same group, positive contact that also involves my son, and their drone surgeon, or if it they were overseeing a more negative thing arranged to
assure it did not change or alter. It just brought up so many questions.
Some have woken up or had surgery awake, don't remember it at all. But like I said, only short shorts here and there in situations that are very
alarming for us.
Sleeper's thread touches on this, and I almost broke into tears on some of his posts. I'd look at it and see if it stirs some memory or feeling.
He mentioned regression therapy as being useless because they won't let you remember what you're not ready for or allowed to, and so what we get
there is often something masked or prearranged memory. I've been considering regression off and on for myself and my older sons. When this fear had
to be dealt with, and while I'm reading that thread now, the panic gets strong, I don't know if that means the memories are closer to the surface or
not. One thing I don't want to happen is a bunch of things that over my head to suddenly come clear to me at once. I know based on what I'm
feeling I wouldnt be able to stand for that.
Before our abduction, on april 17th , 2009, I was asked before hand by a grey I could not see, but who I felt touching me, and had already known,
instinctively knew we were on that list that night. My son had missing time while awake, they had needle marks, I had wounds. My friend thousands of
miles away as well, and he had the same type of burn mark and wounds as me. But a very gentle, almost female like mind met mine and asked me if I
wanted to remember, to be awake, and while I saying, sleep, let me sleep, "she" added, that most humans were not ready for this, it was very
traumatic. As sleep fell quickly I heard, "you are almost ready."
Everyone's experiences are different.
Even the masked memories can serve a purpose. During an experience, the dream which seemed altered, I posted it on ET_MAN's thread and Lowki's,
answered a direct question concerning do we have enough time to do anything? And I was told to write it down. The last sentence when we were aboard
this craft told to me was. She shrugged as if to say, we don't do time, and then said, "but I will tell you this, this last day took 9 days to
complete". Weird things like that. Even their masked things are interesting.
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