posted on Jul, 14 2010 @ 12:13 AM
Hello, this will be my first thread as well as my introduction posting I’d like to get to know some of you better as time goes on here on ATS! I
have been lurking ATS for now a little over a year learning about conspiracies a true or false as well as many other important topics. If you have a
moment please feel free to read my introduction it’s much appreciated.
I’m recently 21, to some a baby in this world just after recently graduating from college with my bachelors degree of Digital Arts and design, now
working on my Masters of Design Media finishing here in the fall. Being a huge design geek whether it was in 3d, web or print I knew since I was 14
what I wanted to do with my life. It wasn’t until a year and a half into schooling that I realized I had lost all interest in design and felt
“burnt out”. It all seemed to have started after one morning waking up with an idea in my head that anti-gravity technology wasn’t so impossible
as I once thought it to be. It was quite odd that I had this revelation and unfortunately nothing came of it other than that to help further myself
along but I noticed that it because an obsession of mine. Immediately I grabbed my computer and began searching for anything I could find on the topic
hoping something would spark my interests. Thus leading me here to ATS and I haven’t left since. I must say I have learned quite a bit while lurking
here over the past year and after having little background in the science I am now so deeply admiring it’s hard to see what is going on in my life.
Being here now I am completely unaware of why my devotion to design has completely changed to space travel and anti-gravity technology, but I have
since learned a great deal about Nikola Tesla and many others that have spoken about such possibilities. Beyond that there is not much more to say on
Shifting gears a little more to my background, I grew up a decent only child until my teen years from when my parents decided to adopt a brother for
me. After my mother having been diagnosed with skin cancer during her pregnancy with me they were unaware if it was because of the pregnancy and asked
to avoid another one. Since then we have adopted 4 total into our family. 3 boys, 2 of which biological to each other, and the other biological with
his sister, resulting in 4. Since the age of 5 I have had a stutter. When I tell this to most people their response is usually, “Yes I have one too
sometimes” but in relation, I always have mine… I went through rigorous speech therapy sessions as a child trying to help me learn to cope with my
disability ( I guess you could say) Most of which helping, obviously not solving. From there growing up I learned to laugh along with others who made
fun of me, resulting in many friendships from people not being able to get the negative attention they tried to pull from me. I decided to not
proactively pursue stopping my stuttering because it’s who I am. Aside from knowing I have a very good sense of humor and a relaxed outlook on life,
I am surprisingly feeling lost in this world as most 21 year olds do I would assume. As hard as it is to differentiate myself from most here on this
board, I feel as though something is happening in the world, my mind feels so open and free like I am about to receive a message but I am unable to
reach it. Where is the Google for my fate? The hardest part I am dealing with in life is where to go next, but as most say just wait an watch.
Feel free if you have any questions to ask.
R aside: Hey everyone! As I finally muster up enough reasoning to join the community and take part in the active conversations here, thanks for
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