*I wasn't sure if I should put this in religion or psychology section.*
Yesterday I had a horrible day. I woke up late due to an alarm not doing what it was supposed to, and it subsequently made me late, and pretty
As I woke up I found myself cursing God. why would god *snip* me over like this? I had the alarm set, it was set right. the times were right, why the
*snip* didn't it work.
As I stumbled out of bed and downstairs to be even more mad that the coffee maker didn't brew my coffee. it appeared to me that God was against
I felt rushed and running out of time so I jumped into my vehicle and drove as fast as I could to get to work.
As I approached work, less than 1 mile away now, I ran over a squirrel, and found myself cursing at god even more.
I felt disgusted I had just ran over a creature for no reason other than being in a hurry to get to somehwere where being on time wasn't even
important, well not important enough to end a living creatures life.
I realized after arriving at work that I was an asshole. and I realized all that cursing at God was directed at me.
And it dawned on me, the majority of the time I curse, or question, or ask God for anything, I am talking to myself. I was mad at myself. I need
enlightenment from myself.
Is that it? are we, or our subconscious the true God?
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[edit on 7/4/2010 by maria_stardust]
edit: sorry about that, I wrote in wordpad and thought I edited before I posted.
[edit on 4-7-2010 by Myendica]