posted on Jun, 21 2010 @ 08:13 AM
Whene I was a child, I living in the states forest of Canada, near by a small town in the middle of no where.
From 6 years old, I start to feel the needs to go on forest or in specifics places like if I having to do this.... Some days, I just disapeared and my
mother cant find me. Sometimes it was for one hour, an entire afternoon and one time it was for 24 hours. My mother call the cop multiple times. But
she was divorced, single and I didnt have any father.... They never found me anytime I disapeared and they put this to the hand of a social worker,
thinking that my mother was a bad one....
So, from 6 years old to 9 years old, all the time we lived in canadian north forest, I didnt remember where I go or what I did but disapeared one or
two time per month every summers from Juin to 30 August. I just remember of it that I walk to the parc way, near the forest, enter the wood, watch the
skies, and after that I have missing times.
My other memories are fragmentary:
Whene I go on the forest, the last thing I see is a white circular light in the sky, put its more like if someone as earase the sky at this place,
like a with spot of painting in a draw, whos shining....
I remember a military who speak on a radio. He said that at one hundred thirty, the operation would start in the lion park.
I remember 3 man in black, in a living room with me. The 3 guy are sitting on small chair, a small table on front of theme show paper on a suitcase
and a box with a syringe , one of them have a paper pad and a pen on his hands. I'm in a lazy boy, I felt numb (like zombie) and they show me a book
who speak about an other god.
I remember a woman in a small room, with a strange machine with multiple dial, and I have headphones on my head and they are plugged to this machin.
The woman is asking me if I can eared, I say yes. But I feel like if I'm not really in my body, like a zombie.
I also remember a doctor in a camping car, he have a big syringe that he put on my wrist and thats hurt a lot.
Years later, I came to did nightmare about this whene I saw a white light in the sky around my house and my daughter disapeared at nights. We found
her in the morning every times, sleeping in the garden. So, I did research on the Internet. I spoke to my husband about this, but he tinking that I
was crazy and was sure that our girl was simply a sleepwalker.
I didnt believed that it was so simple, cause I remembered think about me whene I was a child. And more I searching on the internet, more I was
conviced. I also did regresive hypnosis, and my daughter came to develop telepatic capacity, sensitive hability after that, just like me.
I searching to discover the truth a long time in past. I've testify on website before, I had a forum board on the Internet and contact with
I came to think that experiment was done on me and on my daughter. Our capacity was really big at this time, like if the experiment they did on my
daughter had an effect on me. Slowly, I felt like I touching something important with my personal search....
And some event came. Strange visitors, black car stalking us, strange phones calls, light around my house in the dark ( neigbour see it one time) And
i became stressefull, having post traumatic choc. More I understanding my past and testify of it in the Internet, more it was hard. Whene I doing my
shoping, peoples I dont know whispering me precise words that I posted on topics or email. Sometimes, I jsut pick up the phone, and I heard mans,
talking about me on the line. It was crazy.
My husband thinking that I was paranoid.... He was working all the day and whene he was at home, nothing happens. But he believed that I'm gifted
cause he saw how I can do such good predictions in past.... And he also believed that such strange things happened around me. But we had also a frail
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[edit on 21-6-2010 by Mielanie]