Hiya folks - I said I wouldn't post any more threads about personal experiences, but I have something that's been going on for years now that I've
never been able to figure out properly, and I wanted to run it by you if that's okay.
It started about seven years ago, when I had recovered from the bulk of my anxiety-related condition, and was focused on a spiritual path, via a
staunchly evangelical church group here in the UK. I began to get a variety of tactile sensations, in very specific locations on my hands, feet,
knees elbows, head and face. These came usually when I was pondering/ meditating/ praying / confused about something.
Generally, I was asking
, and usually it related to my own motives, or choices I had to make. I didn't start out in thinking about a subject expecting to get
answers, and was greatly surprised when these sensations began to occur, with such regularity and consistency in nature.
Over a period of time, I began to realise that there was a definite ordering of the sensations, according to the 'answer' being given. For example
- if I was on the right track, I would get a repetitive, pulsating electrical tingle on my right thumb (equated this as a 'thumbs-up' from the
entity). If I was doing something wrong, or I wasn't supposed to take a course of action I was thinking about, I would get the same sensation -
often with greater intensity and more urgency - on my middle finger (essentially reflecting that I was going against the correct moral standard -
'flipping the finger' at God so to speak). My conscience invariably resonated with the sensation once I tested the thoughts I'd been having
against it. The sensations would only cease when I resolved in my mind one way or the other what I was going to do about the message I'd been given
(heed or ignore). If I chose to ignore it, the sensations would continue for a while longer, in order to remind me that I was making a mistake (of
varying gravity depending on the combination that had been issued)
At other times, if I was lost in confusion, or if I was being a bit foolish, the sensation would arise on my forehead - this time it wasn't quite the
same sensation (those on hands and fingers were felt across a matchstick-wide area) - but was instead more like someone pressing the palm of their
hand against my forehead, though again, the electrical tingling and pulsing remained. It was a message to 'think - weigh it up properly;
something's going wrong here...'
Over a very long period (the whole seven years since these sensations began) I seem to have worked out a mutually beneficial code with the entity/
entities. Different fingers mean different things - the hands relate to specific thought processes and their consequences, or plans I'm making.
Sensations on the feet often relate to actual activities or journeys that are being undertaken. Combinations are frequent... For example - Big toe
on right foot, thumb on right hand means: "Great - big step in the right direction; keep going with that...!" Such an indication can relate to
things I'm thinking about, writing about, talking about - or even plans I have to meet with certain people. Conversely (and somewhat obviously)
activity on left big toe and middle finger of right hand means means: "Stop right now. What you're doing is wrong, and detrimental to your
progress (in whatever context).."
Very specific indications and messages can now be generated with this 'code'. Another example: (either) index finger = "That's it; you've hit
the nail on the head. No need to revise what you've written/said/thought about just now." (either) little finger = "It's a minor detail, don't
worry about it." A key aspect of the code is that any sensation occurring on the right-hand side of the body is always related to a message that is
more important than one arising from sensations occurring on the left-hand side. However, to receive any message in this manner means that (whatever
it is) is an important decision/ plan/ activity one way or the other.
I would love it if people could let me know their thoughts on this phenomenon. I personally find it a highly useful means of keeping track of my
progress through life (in a spiritual/ philosophical/ practical sense). I have absolutely no doubt whatsoever that these sensations are being
generated by a positive and intelligent entity/ spirit/ being - one which helps me very specifically and consistently, and I have taken steps to
ensure that there is no 'dark' energy involved. I see it as a guardian angel, sent to keep me focused - has anyone ever come across anything
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[edit on 20-6-2010 by NoahTheSumerian]