I dont know how the gift of ruler works, but mine is defenitely not skizophrenia.
sometimes, I know what people would says and I'm not surprising. Like precognition I dont know. I can guess numbers. Everyone around me know that if
you want to make a lotery, dont choose the number cause i WILL GUESS IT. Few weeks ago, a teacher discover this itself when he try to put on lotery
some wonderfull publicity poster. It was so funny to see that I dont have loose any part of my hability. I have guess 3 of the four number.
I can also catch the though of people around me and when I catch it, its like whene you have a song on the head and then you can stop singing this
crazy song. So, I write it down on books, with the date, who as this though or, whene catch someting that I dont know who think about it, I gave
nikname. For example, "Ring man" is the nikname of a guy who trying to contact me few weeks ago. It was like a test, something like : "do you ear
me? " Like if someone was trying to call me.
I have other strange habilities to perceived the invisible world on my head and I know the futur like a feeling or a dream... its hard to explain but
its like if I know whats going on all the time.
I cant really stop it.
I dont have a switch on and off. The gifts appear to me at 14 teen years old and they had never stop growing until two years ago, when I discover a
way to "slow down my brain" (?) (I'm french)
I have see psychiatric doctor and psychologist and they said that I'm not skizophrenic, they said that I'm on the lower percentage of the population
who is truly gifted.
I dont need to prove who am I. If some of my past ennemy read this, I dont care. I would never care again to share my experience in the Internet cause
I'm ultimely protected. I did what I have to do for that.
But I also recommended to eny one like me to be carefull cause Its really dangerous to share what we are. And some of you seems to be young and dont
have necfessary the capacity to use there gift to protect themeself. Thats need a good training and years of practice. And believe, me no one really
want that the ones who harcelating me pay attention to them.
So be carefull or.... think that Im crazy, thats fine
[edit on 30-5-2010 by Mielanie]