read all there was to read here, and it first glance it does appear that there is an element of forgery at work...
(lol) here goes...
From my view point, i cant deny that certain people can communicate with spirit energy..if i was to say i am my own biggest sceptic, would you
understand what i mean ? it happens, i make contact, i tell people (strangers even) personal things of detail that is undeniable to myself and the
person i am talking to. personaly i hate people who charge money for this. if i was to charge money it would feel like i HAVE TO GIVE THEM SOMETHING
and therfor i would be forceing things.
sometimes after something has happened (a reading, that i never plan) i feel drained, and also at the same time silly. understand that i am as
uncomfortable with this (gift?) as a cat is in water. i am always looking for reasons why !!!
i know that when i communicate it is real when the other person (john edwards word here) validates the information i give them. sometimes it is that
strong that i tell them things that crack them up into pieces. names, dates, spacific things i just couldnt be guessing.
i would love nothing else than to not be like this. but i am, and i want to use it to help, end of story. money isnt ever a consideration in my mind,
as it would feel wrong.
i know there are hundreds/thousands of fake psychics out there, but i couldnt begin to understand the ttricks behind it. i have no idea how i could
fake the things i see. for me it seems 100% impossible.
its like hearing a lawyer is a bas***d, you then judge all lawyers with the same label. of course this is not true.. there is infact some good
wholesome lawyers outthere
back to the point.
if someone could prove to me i am making this up, i would go see a Dr and get pills, and probably be happier, thats a fact.
i have had this since the age of around 7 year old. i know its real.
i have nothing to prove, and if people believe or not i dont care.
but that is not to be confused with a faith in a religion, where its faith rather than proof. i have the proof, but i dont have faith.
i am skeptical of this, although i shouldnt be.
p.s...John Edwards sent me £150 worth of tapes free, after i emailed him a few times, and gave him a prediction of an event that i have documented
with several people. the event is imaterial. but it was enough for this guy to send me free tapes.
i would be stunned to see him being a fake, but it wouldnt stop me from knowing what i know, and doing what im doing.
i could make money everyday, but my conscience would'nt allow it. i am not religious. but i sometimes refere to it as "god given"
maybe one day i will fiqure it all out