posted on Jun, 12 2010 @ 02:13 AM
Ooh I can't even believe I'm going here. Well, I guess the story isn't unusual, her and him had been together a few months when I met them, and as
soon as I became good friends with them me and her clicked. We all spend a lot of time together so there was no real awkward stage and in the
beginning it was clear that me and her didn't fancy each other as more than friends so he had no reason to be jealous. It became routine that we
would all hang out extremely often so it also became that in the absense of one of the pair the other one and i might still be hanging out. Of course
I grew to love each of them, but as often happens, I developed an oddly intimate relationship with yet another girl I have no chance with, and, as it
often is often the case it went unspoken of by anyone and largely ignored. Of course that kind of distance with intimacy usually ends in some sort of
romance but this wasn't an option. So instead me and her became very... something. I can't describe it but by example. If we were at a party it
would be likely that me and her had settled on eachother for conversation and would be in a corner somewhere talking, including others such as her
boyfriend or other friends who would soon leave to mingle but me and her.
would be together for the majority of the party. Now I'm up a creek. Me and her flirt a LOT but it's fairly subtle. I've been
dreaming of her a lot, not in sexual ways but in romantic ways. I know she's been as conscious of all of it as me and I get a heavy 'if not for
him' vibe, not that she wants to leave him but rather I'm on the backburner. They've also been at eachother's throats for awhile which only makes
it worse. I'm not going to do anything with her or anything like that but grrr it's frustrating. I also have a history of accidentally stealing
girlfriends and falling for taken girls. The road to hell.... I don't know what I'm asking of y'all, just looking for advice or an older more
experienced voice.... any help?