posted on May, 31 2010 @ 05:31 AM
When I have moved objects in the past, I have always used just raw energy. It has always seemed to work best in me.
When I began to use this on the remote, it felt as if my body had become a livewire, a sensation I have not felt in quite some time. As if my entire
body becomes electrified, my whole body usualy tenses up like I'm getting hit with a tazer.
I can feel the weight of the remote shifting in my hand, getting lighter, and lighter, like a magnet was applied to it, but it does not hit that
point where it just takes off. Although I made progress using energy alone, I feel like most of my energy is being mispent, and I'm using the wrong
" tool" to acheive what I'm trying to.
Like I'm using a forklift to move an orange. Thoughts begin to occur to me, ..... " you don't have to try to move the remote, it has already
moved" and I realize I'm trying to move a physical object by physical means. What I'm trying to do is impossible. When I alter reality or change
events in everyday life it often can take days, or months for me to manifest what I require, depending on the task. So moving something
instantaneously would require an enormous amount of energy.
So I move to a quantum level. I see myself, the remote, everything for what it is, .... energy. Shimmering in and out of existence, and I don't mean
figuratively, I can actualy see it.
To me, everything almost looks the same, everything is just one big field of energy. I think that an object moving through space is an illusion. An
easy way to describe this would be to say the universe is like a TV. On TV you see a character walk across the room, this is an illusion, the image is
the same, but it is being created by different light diodes.
Such is the universe, matter does not move, ... the fundamental energy which creates it has only materialized somewhere else. If this theory is
correct, ..... than ANYTHING is possible in ANY space. You can create something from nothing, the possibilities already exist, yet can only be
influenced by the consious observer.
you could use this to manifest anything from thin air, I hear one guy used it to heal the sick and feed his starving friends with some bread and
fish, this is the place miracles come.
and this is the place which completely frightens me, .... it is a block I have consciously put up, and affraid to cross.
Which leads me here, and now, .... an Impass.
I feel as though there is something missing, long forgotten which I am affraid to remember which will unlock all of this for me. Even though I seem
to be stuck I have remembered who I am, and everything that comes with that. So not all is lost.
Yet I am stuck,
am I using the right technique ??
better yet ..... should I even try ??
Perhaps there is a reason I have put all of this away years ago and left it there, if I cannot get past my fear what is the point ??
is it even ethical ?? am I cheating the universe by doing these things ??
these are all questions I wrestle with,
and although I have often dragged the waters of ATS searching for other's like me never to succeed, I hope anyone can apply any input they can, ....
technique, universal theory, ethics......
on anything, anything at all.
anything can be everything, like I said before, even the most unassuming words can lead me to where I need to go.
Let if fly.