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"Awakening" Team Captain & "Dr Big Love"

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posted on May, 21 2010 @ 10:53 PM
The Team Captain meets "Dr Big Love"


A time comes in your life when you finally get it ... when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying and blaming and struggling to hold on.

Then, like a child quieting down after a tantrum, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes.

This is your awakening.

You realize it´s time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to magically appear over the next horizon.

You realize that in the real world there aren´t always fairy tale endings, and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you ... and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance.

You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are ... and that´s OK. They are entitled to their own views and opinions.

You learn the importance of loving and championing yourself ... and in the process a sense of new found confidence is born of self-approval.

You stop complaining and blaming other people for the things they did to you--or didn´t do for you--and you learn that the only thing you can really count on is the unexpected.

You learn that people don´t always say what they mean or mean what they say and that not everyone will always be there for you and that everything isn´t always about you.

So, you learn to stand on your own and to take care of yourself ... and in the process a sense of safety and security is born of self-reliance.

You stop judging and pointing fingers and you begin to accept people as they are and to overlook their shortcomings and human frailties ... and in the process a sense of peace and contentment is born of forgiveness.

You learn to open up to new worlds and different points of view. You begin reassessing and redefining who you are and what you really stand for.

You learn the difference between wanting and needing and you begin to discard the doctrines and values you´ve outgrown, or should never have bought into to begin with.

You learn that there is power and glory in creating and contributing and you stop maneuvering through life merely as a "consumer" looking for your next fix.

You learn that principles such as honesty and integrity are not the outdated ideals of a bygone era, but the mortar that holds together the foundation upon which you must build a life.

You learn that you don´t know everything, it´s not your job to save the world and that you can´t teach a pig to sing. You learn that the only cross to bear is the one you choose to carry and that martyrs get burned at the stake.

Then you learn about love. You learn to look at relationships as they really are and not as you would have them be. You learn that alone does not mean lonely.

You stop trying to control people, situations and outcomes. You learn to distinguish between guilt and responsibility and the importance of setting boundaries and learning to say NO.

You also stop working so hard at putting your feelings aside, smoothing things over and ignoring your needs.

You learn that your body really is your temple. You begin to care for it and treat it with respect. You begin to eat a balanced diet, drink more water, and take more time to exercise.

You learn that being tired fuels doubt, fear, and uncertainty and so you take more time to rest. And, just as food fuels the body, laughter fuels our soul. So you take more time to laugh and to play.

You learn that, for the most part, you get in life what you believe you deserve, and that much of life truly is a self-fulfilling prophecy.

You learn that anything worth achieving is worth working for and that wishing for something to happen is different than working toward making it happen.

More importantly, you learn that in order to achieve success you need direction, discipline and perseverance. You also learn that no one can do it all alone, and that it´s OK to risk asking for help.

You learn the only thing you must truly fear is fear itself. You learn to step right into and through your fears because you know that whatever happens you can handle it and to give in to fear is to give away the right to live life on your own terms.

You learn to fight for your life and not to squander it living under a cloud of impending doom.

You learn that life isn´t always fair, you don´t always get what you think you deserve and that sometimes bad things happen to unsuspecting, good people ... and you learn not to always take it personally.

You learn that nobody´s punishing you and everything isn´t always somebody´s fault. It´s just life happening. You learn to admit when you are wrong and to build bridges instead of walls.

You learn that negative feelings such as anger, envy and resentment must be understood and redirected or they will suffocate the life out of you and poison the universe that surrounds you.

You learn to be thankful and to take comfort in many of the simple things we take for granted, things that millions of people upon the earth can only dream about: a full refrigerator, clean running water, a soft warm bed, a long hot shower.

Then, you begin to take responsibility for yourself by yourself and you make yourself a promise to never betray yourself and to never, ever settle for less than your heart´s desire.

You make it a point to keep smiling, to keep trusting, and to stay open to every wonderful possibility.
You hang a wind chime outside your window so you can listen to the wind.

Finally, with courage in your heart, you take a stand, you take a deep breath, and you begin to design the life you want to live as best you can.


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A series of synchronicities lead me to the intriguining materials of The Team Captain, on the pages of, in album notes; with Wingmakers and Dan Burisch as some familiar content. This may rise more significance or familiarity to some readers on ats- yet its seemingly more than audiobooks...listen!

This,"AWAKENING", is significant within the materials individually.


posted on May, 24 2010 @ 03:45 PM
"For the understanding of Wisdom, Let's just call THE AWAKENING "Heart knowledge." Not the Head Knowledge?"

The Team Captain X-Files Page

also linked as -

both arrive at a google docs page with much links and information

enjoy exploration



posted on May, 24 2010 @ 05:47 PM
i dont mean to offend your op but you preached a lot there so i guess it is right to say something completely different as the only meaning of that thread fact then, individual beliefs assertions in words and not discussions about topics

so i am gonna proove how love is the big lie and what is it really and how it became the exclusive source concept

love is not to others never, another is always yourself first so what came as second at least cannot be first
even if you see objectively another exactly same than you you would always be first in meaning it

anything mister or madam can said objectively, because it would always be you there true positive result left more existing

and love is indeed the most free sense of existing fact, since only love allow the sense of certain living present for whatever that realisation is from, and not meant for an end or source confirmation

that is why love is always to truth exclusively

now truth is free positive life

where life is the result freedom of true existing one

so anyone mean to love his life sense or his will to live

and here where it prooves how love is to truth exclusively when life is meant in truth the whole truth fact

that is why who love a bit truth is found to say about being the only love existence

loving a bit truth, is loving that equation a bit, a bit because it doesnt give the motivation to exist or live as you have it since you love much more your life sense or will, but that bit is right to truth and since there is only one truth so that is the all love there is

now of course you mean love from god as the source of existence and love from existing creatures to the source

i tell you it is a lie

objectively for both antagonists that actually are in same situation in truth because source is not god but freedom absolutely outside void that is not except that, so god actually is like any awareness existence in truth

but also what i meant, objectively love would mean its own death for the life of the other to say loving its creature or the creature loving its source

even with the best show pretenses that creatures love really to die for god or god love to die for humans it cant be love as an absolute value, because there must be then death objectively so it cant be living result fact, the result is nothing so you cannot call that as a value existing fact, what is not absolutely present cannot be considered existing anyway and what is not absolutely positive cannot be considered living freedom

and since word love is the translation of the ultimate free existing fact prsent so either you must invent another word or deny that quality to that word, which is the case since as we see in the world the word love is meaning anything now as cneapest thing

so it confirms what i say that love is a lie and truth killed all realities of its existence presumed value even in true existing one

and if love was any truth a lot of random facts of existance wont be happening if that value was absolute source, where even we happen to clearly see livings positive beings that never love anything at all
which proove absolutely the fallacy the most

but let me proove it more from all i see related to that

life result in truth is of absolute freedom and absolute intelligence moves
interactions, absolute intelligence moves is void intelligence
and absolute freedom is out of void

void intelligence is not even a god even that first god that everyone want to say is better then this one of religions has nothing to do with intelligence moves, he was just aware about and never done anything but creations for his life love of freedom base as positive justification

since he was aware the first most then he was close to what is out aware so more free sense then positive one

and who are aware in void the last are more close to intelligence absolute realisations sense so of positive base as free justification

so here i prooved how what constitute the truth from its sources and ends was meaning the most true existing ones from loving their own life possibility as certainty given from objective truth realisation and not loving each others or else, all there and i guess it happened at once rised from understanding the opportunity offer and meaning their wills to live or the sense of life result freedom from

what is outside the void as absolute freedom it cannot know any positive fact existence, so the interaction with positive intelligence moves, can only be for positive life as freedom absolute certainty present from saying what is not free in void, so then undirectly say waht it is freedom truth for itself living positive as freedom absolute rights

and it prooves what i say how sources any position of ones interference on another dimension of livings should only interfer to say no, by what itself know the yes and doing it absolutely itself life from as its pjustification point

and it explain how the conclusion of creations life and the world say that source being is always wrong and only right when it means to condition what is wrong, because wrong cannot be prooved absolutely but from an absolute perspective above it

now for all of us including gods all of them, in truth we are always meaning our inferiority to freedom life
that is why needs prevail on wills
it is very hard to act as positive intelligence existence result fact, you must keep realizing something absolutely positive as a point at least to keep pretending being of positive result to freedom as the sense of true living

and there where the sense of love the most was meant to allow abuses from god as meaning to gain from all sides his free life the first and im sure the last he wont give the right to freedom for anyone

and that is why god always mean to hit hard so put every awareness in needs concepts so he would force it to mean love as living from anything that god control as positive touch so never free exactly as god want

love truth is loving intelligence certainty effects, that would make the existing always out to realize something new then since the base is fully save and absolutely right done, you should not be interested to know what is done already right, anything else new would be also from same bases but would mean true living move

love truth is to know what it means to be true of truth it is the only way to love while being more alone, since you are loving the concept of you but more and what you give consideration to is what you can realize yourself also from more true so more close to freedom living sense as certain unik one living you the source of yourself anywhere of objective truth life

it is very hard to be of truth because we are so little in god system meant to abuse us and kill us for evil god life doing from truth all lies life creations in loving to pretend being the freedom source while with nature he take the role of intelligence lies

intelligence is always to positive and freedom is always to certainty facts out of all creations concept or reality concepts

sorry for making such long post there especially for what you surely disagree fundamentally with it all
count as stupid improvisations of boring mind

posted on May, 24 2010 @ 06:13 PM
reply to post by imans


love is the condition of accepting others from what they are related to your life conception

posted on May, 25 2010 @ 04:08 AM

Sharing your views is appreciated.

The "AWAKENING" is authored by The Team Captain.

The words that follow, quoted from the site, prelude "AWAKENING".
It may add new perspective as to the 'Source'.
"Question? Who do you think, THE AWAKENING is from? and to Who, here? First Source Talking to all of us Right here?"
"Call me crazy or what ever you like, but I do believe Almighty God/First Source, can use anyone he wants to, to get a message to all of us here. "Think about what's it's saying", what can I tell you, but, it is according to the Bible Scripture of John 10:10. Listen to it!"

Our views of LOVE may bare similarity at heart.

Heart is important.

Did you feel the words in your well thought post...or merely think them.

We can talk many words of LOVE, meanwhile, only imagining its existence; rather than experiencing its essence within us and all things.

Remember the previous post...also words of Team Captain.
"For the understanding of Wisdom, Let's just call THE AWAKENING "Heart knowledge." Not the Head Knowledge?"
"When you think about the head games being played, and going on in all our heads."

As Heart opens - Mind awakens!



[edit on 25-5-2010 by awake1234]

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