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Originally posted by YouAreDreaming
It really sounds like you are converging on the mouth of madness.
Originally posted by ladyinwaiting
reply to post by argentus
That was beautiful on many levels. Thanks for giving it.
Originally posted by rtcctr
I relate to what you are saying 100%.
Any Idea how to break the cycle? or Do you really want to end this life we call paradise?
Originally posted by 12.21.12
reply to post by Visitor2012
There is a place in the atmosphere where the worlds thoughts create a force field. It's called the global subconsciounce. It's a global network that can lift objects into place using harmonics and sound. You might only feel as a caged bird, but some day you will fly free.
'fault' doesn't make any difference. It is your RESPONSIBILITY. Read my signature, it's along those lines.
But is there something I am missing in my incarnation? Am I to repeat this over and over again? Eternal suffering for a fault that was my own? Is it fair that I be condemned to the lower realm at birth? Was it truly my fault that this is happening to me?
That's another reason why assessing blame doesn't benefit you. You are you, right now. Whom do you want to be? What actions, solely on your part, will contribute toward you getting there? You might see the hamster wheel, but who is putting one foot before the other to ride on it?
How could I as a child have the wisdom to refuse my mothers milk?
How could I as a child ever have seen Love behind a swinging fist and belt? How could I have known of the fruitlessness of my thinking and strategy? Now that I see the hamster wheel...is it possible to get out of here in this body?
I think you're asking questions of us/me that you are really asking yourself, and you are the only one that can answer them. My view -- it's just another cloudy day if that's what you let it be. There's nothing wrong with that, unless you feel incomplete or dissatisfied with just another cloudy day. I had one of those today. I built concrete forms for my future raised beds made of rock and concrete. I believe I will use these forms to make dozens of deep beds to grow food. I might die next week, the project unfulfilled. The day still won't have been wasted, because it was MY choice, MY dream.
Am I seeing the sky for the first time? Am I on my way out? Or is this just another cloudy day of life, with the occasional hole in the sky?