i didnt post this on the other thread but hay hear it goes.
oh and i posted ohter timse about social influencing and how somehow i knew about it intamatly.
here it is, i wrote it a bit worse of than i am now.
one reason is i stopped trying to hide because that was what keeps my mind repressed, i suppose when im operational im my complete self, i dont know
guese i will find out huh.
trigger words, cap and trade.
it bothers me and causes me to think about arrogance of those playing slave owners.
also has to do with no person exists so there is no crime.
to cap, a cap is a kinda memorie represion thing, rumor has it that it kinda is a form of mind wipeing.
consider this,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,imagine someone lets say starts of in something as secretive as Red Cell and moves on to lets just say 525, delta,
121 etc,,,,,,,,,,each trade or move comes withit a cap off of the previouse group to keep compartmentalization intact.
justa thought, now consider this.
somewhere a bit remote, and a few guys of those types, one of em has done allot more of a broad spectrum of those things than the others and he gives
them the creeps and brings up jeolousy,,,,,,,,,,,now think of this simple concept no body no crime,,,,,,,,now think if you dont exist officialy then
if a crime is perpetrated against you is there a crime,,,,now lets say a rougue group decides to go around and use this little feature to kidnapp then
cap, then they work on them to convince them they are brainwashed and somekinda brainwashed monster,,,,,if they dont get them to deal drugs of break
legs, they try to get them to kill or even worse.
So then they have a person that may not remember who they realy are or what they are, but because of how things like martial arts work they have gifts
that surface at times
i wrote this right before i got that film.
i had my older ones, that one is less than a year old i believe, the other ones are up to ten years old, i think that goes back to around 1976
its more complicated than you think.
for instance what i need to say is so sensitie i shudder at the thought of having to or neading to divulge this.
reason is trade secrets, things outsiders are to never be told etc.
my mission is a failure as well as success.
reason is simple jeolousey and lazyiness.
i suppose a ranger or marine would be a bit upset if a handicapp guy did better than they did, then when they found out he resembled not one but two
very well known in some very special types.
Because of his abilitys and such, others thought something was wrong with him, then storys and rumors along with justifications.
Similar to the story of Joseph in the bible.
So because of his youth and the secrecy around him moreso than the others, that secrecy made it possible for them to commit a very bad crime against
ya i know ive heard it before, there is know way anyone could have made it out alive,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,im not anyone, im KnowOne, or no one, or
number one, whatever way you say it ads up to three
gues i should have just wore fatigues maybe i would have just been killed, but no ive gotta
wear civi's,,,,,,,,,,imagine having to jump the hoops that are impossible to do because of secrecy.