I've had a strange feeling now for around six weeks, and this feeling has not left me, or diminished in any way.
Around six weeks ago, I started to feel "off". I can't say that I felt ill, or that I was "coming down with something", but I know that I didn't
feel quite right.
Even now I cannot put my finger on just what it was that prompted me to start feeling like this, but I know that something must have triggered it.
I have noticed that the feeling has increased somewhat over the last two weeks, and after reading this thread :
I felt I had to share my experiences with everyone here.
I can only describe the feeling as "living on borrowed time". Despite giving the feeling that description, I feel that the words do not accurately
describe it, and yet, I can find no other way describing it.
When I think about the feeling, it gives me the emotional reaction of being frustrated, and impatient.
These two emotional responses are somewhat surprising, and rather shocking to me. I cannot imagine what would cause me to feel frustrated or impatient
at being on borrowed time, especially as I hope to live to over 125, as a minimum.
I do read about doomsday scenarios, and similar things on ATS, and from other sources, and I regularly enjoy them. However, I always balance out with
more "positive" things, in order to remain balanced. I also like to have a healthy idea of how I would survive any sort doomsday-like event just so
that if it ever did happen I could still reach my 125th birthday.
I rarely feel down, or upset, as I have a very positive and happy outlook to life - usually.
So, I'm posting this here, and wondering if anyone else has had a similar experience. Or if anyone else can help shed some light on this feeling of
If anyone has any questions, please post them, and I'll do my best to answer.