posted on May, 10 2010 @ 09:19 PM
Well I'm not one to remember dates or birthdays or even know or care what day it is.
I don’t have many friends and I'm very shy.
I was born into a loving and big family, I have 3 older sisters and one younger brother.
I am forty years old, My birthday is November ,25 ,1969,
I can’t really recall when I left high school it was either in year 9 or 10.
I have two beautiful daughters and a loving and brilliant husband, My husband is in the military so we seem to move around allot, which I think is a
I'm not very intelligent as in education, but I feel that i am very clever in other ways.
I am never after attention, as I hate it, I'm the one you see at the back of the room hiding.
I often go to reply in many posts here on ATS, I start typing and then change my mind, I just can’t handle the rude comments of some people, so I
tend to keep my thoughts to myself and stay hidden.
I must admit though since joining ATS I have started to come out of my shell as some of you put it
I have never done drugs, and really ever take or need prescription drugs.
I love a good story and I have been casually writing one down as a gift for my husband. He is enjoying it so far. I think I have also posted short
little pieces of on here. Somewhere lol
My hobby is World of Warcraft, I’ve been playing it since it came out, I think about 6 years, it is really the only time I get to talk people, so
it’s kind of my social.
My avatar is my World of Warcraft avatar, just in case you’re wondering, and my name here on ats is one of my characters names “Whateva” as I
stated was born in 1969, so there you have it Whateva69.
My first ghostly encounter with the paranormal began when my best friend passed away, he was my grandfather, my fathers, father, my mate.
I was 13, I woke to see him at the foot of bed, I was instantly filled with a heavy sadness , I knew at that moment he had died, he had broken his
promise to me, I would stay with my grandparents every weekend and every holiday I could, since I was born, I would sit on his knee and tell him to
promise me he wouldn’t die, it was my biggest fear, as a sanative child, it haunted my soul to think he wouldn’t be with me.
After seeing my poppa at the foot of my bed I ran crying to my mother, she tried to calm me , but I was so upset, within moments the front doorbell
rang, I can’t remember who it was that rang the door, but they bought with them the news that my grandfather had had a stroke and had passed
I had another little thing I also could do, and that at the time I couldn’t understand it, I could see colours around people, some felt cold some
warm and some happy, it was the cold dark feeling of some of the peoples colours I didn’t like, I remember my sister had a boyfriend and his colour
chilled me, I don’t think she stayed with him for long,
I don’t think I'm psychic, I think I'm just sensitive to how some people are, I know things about some people before I actually meet them or as
soon as I see them or sometimes I have to hold their hand, funny thing is its strongest if I have a couple drinks, not drunk mind you or even tipsy,
maybe it just relaxes me and makes me more aware of others around me,
I feel I'm a selfish person, I can’t help that it’s just me. I don’t believe you can change your personality, it just is, you can’t control
your thoughts, you just think.