posted on May, 3 2010 @ 12:46 AM
Good job on your first thread – a brave and generous act to disclose information of a personal nature, so kudos to you. The tingling at the top of
your head = the opening of the crown chakra; a sign that you are opening up to other realms of knowing and experiencing. A very exciting time for you!
It can feel like pressure and/or tingling, and you do not necessarily need to be in a meditative state for this to occur.
I think the proverbial “Dark Night of the Soul” is bang on here. You have (one has) a rush of new knowing and clarity, excitement and
understanding, and then you seemingly “hit the wall.” Confusion and doubt can set in; all that clarity seems to evaporate. It hasn’t, I assure
you. I would suggest that your best ally is your trust in yourself. Never doubt yourSELF and your unique place in the world. Never doubt your
sovereignty, and above all try not to give into guilt, especially if you have the notion that you should or shouldn’t be doing something…read:
meditating, praying, saving the world…. It is okay to take five. Take ten, if you need to. You WILL regain your clarity. Allow it, try not to force
it. Patience is one of the harder tests.
Finally, try not to worry yourself about “picking a side.” Ask yourself, is there really a side to pick? (lol, how “matrix”-esque that
sounded…Oh, dear. Sorry.) Truth can be stranger than fiction, no?
Rather, try to focus on balance and try not to succumb to fear. This is key. Ignorance isn’t bliss, it’s delaying the inevitable understanding of
your place in the universe. Take up your reins, when you’re ready.