posted on Apr, 30 2010 @ 03:37 AM
reply to post by Mrknighttime32
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
But, please don't think that there is something wrong with you and try not to lose faith in everything you have believed up until now, just because
you didn't wake up or get some other type of sign or feeling at the moment when your mom passed.
Although it's true that some people do somehow know at the very moment when a loved one passes, most people do not. Most people don't know or feel
a thing until they actually get that phone call from someone else who gives them the news.
I have been there and I know how much it hurts when you lose someone you love. But I also know that your mom does not want you to hurt. And more
than anything, I think that this is probably the reason why she did not "wake you up" when she passed.
You said that you believe that there is something after this life, so I think the main thing is for you to try to remember at this point is that she
is not "gone." She has only moved on to a different plane of existence, one where she is free of the body which had been causing her so much pain,
and she will be there waiting for you. When your time comes, which may not be for many, many years yet to come, but when your time finally does come,
your mom will be there to meet you and you will be reunited once again. I like to think of death as a doorway. And your mom has simply walked
through that door, but rest assured, she is waiting for you on the other side.
And in the meantime, even in the midst of your grief, be sure to look around you and stay aware, because I will guarantee that she is with you even