posted on Apr, 29 2010 @ 01:32 AM
Hello all, this is my first thread all of my own so bare with me. For starters, I'm putting this in the gray area so I would appreciate actual
responses instead of verbal assaults.
Last year, after my moms death (which ironically was this very day, one year ago) my entire paradigm of reality came crashing down around me.
I've always been "unplugged" from the system and knew that everything wasn't as it seemed but, never got in to it enough to understand why. After
mom died, I came across several different readings, ATS itself and a lot of metaphysics and eastern philosophy. This happened to be exactly what
i've been feeling and looking for my whole life. I also really got in to meditation to which i've had instant success with, and I'll leave it at
Anyway, a few months in to this I had a dream unlike any dream i've ever had in my life. I went to sleep and at some point during my sleep, I
woke up and knew I was somewhere else. I felt like I knew where I was but, wasn't sure. I was being walked around and shown places inside where I
was. I could not see who was walking me around but, I was definitely being guided by somebody. The first thing I remember being shown was an
auditorium shaped room with a big theater screen. It was very similar to a theater with stadium seating. People were there and being shown video of
what I remember being events in earths history. I was walked along the halls further after being shown this and shown a few other small things which
I can't totally remember and then I came to the last room that I remember. I'm walked in to this room and there were a few tables with children. I
knew there was one table I was supposed to look at. This table had 4-5 kids at it and they were watching a video similar to the one the adults were
watching in the auditorium. I recognized these kids. This is where it gets really strange to me. I've always had what felt like a "connection"
with this certain group of children/friends. All of my life I've felt this. We all met in kindergarten and even though we drifted apart throughout
the years, I still feel that connection. Oddly enough, all but 1 or 2 of us from this group have lost at least 1 parent as well. And we're only 30.
So, I'm watching this table and i'm looking at the last kid and as I do, I get the strangest feeling and I knew immediately that it was me.
Just as I realize that, the kid turns around and looks at me and it is indeed me as a child. At that moment, I wake up, SITTING up in my bed, covered
in sweat and breathing extremely heavy.
So, here is where I may lose some of you... The feeling that I was left with after this dream (and what I knew as I was dreaming) was that I was
in a craft... Yes, a UFO for lack of terminology that's easier to digest. I never had a feeling that my guide was human. Does that mean it was an
ET? That I don't know... for all I know it could have been a celestial craft. I really don't know. I do know that I was in a circular craft by
the interior layout.
I can't shake this out of my head. There is no possible way that this experience was anything but real. Have any of you had any experiences
that are similar to this one? I'm very interested to see if I can relate this to anybody elses experiences!
Thanks for reading! It feels good to be able to discuss this comfortably!