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posted on Jun, 5 2004 @ 07:05 PM
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I am looking for information ( help ) for many years now I have seen heard and felt things. Extremely bad dreams about death and evil things. I have had this on and off my whole life from 5 yrs old, but fairly constant since late 1995. I hear things no matter where I go...they say they are demons..i can feel their breath on my ears. I see white orbs, black figures,
2 ghosts, a red spider the size of a plate and a black spider that was attacked by a white orb. I saw an aura once when I was a teenager. For a long time I thought I was insane but I doubt it now. I heard up to seven voices at a time in 1995 and very things would go through my mind and I would fight it. Now the voices are down to 1 - 3 usually not at once. I am being touched by what I belive to be a succubus ( maybe not ) I am awake when it happens and at the same time my feet are speared and feel hot. In 1995 I was bitten in a vision while i was awake this person bit the right side of my head and thats when the voices started. One of the voices from the woods or sky says it's certain real people and claims to be God, Jesus, The Arch Angel Michael, the devil, the beast from the sky and the antichrist. For the past 2 weeks or so that voice tells me I'm going to die during the night. I have seen myself die 2 times while awake, both are violent. Needless to say it's real, or I'm nuts or It's real and I'm nuts. I have nightmares quite often......why can't I just see a UFO that would be cool. ( some comedic relief ) when I try to pray or read the bible either bad thoughts will pop into my head or the words will change...sometimes dramatically.




posted on Jun, 5 2004 @ 08:30 PM
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Your are a confuse person, I don't want to scare you but you should go and see a doctor to make sure that nothing is wrong. Voices in the head are not ok sometimes is nothing but when you can not tell who the voices are referring that is not good.

When I was young I use to hear voices but they never told me they were Jesus or the devil or anything else and they never try to drive me crazy.

Please have yourself check and have a scan of your head to make sure nothing is pressing on your brain.

My visions and voices never had taking me away from reality so whatever is bodering you is not natural and is not evil it maybe medical.





posted on Jun, 5 2004 @ 08:46 PM
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Welcome, glad to have you aboard!


A checkup wouldnt hurt, just to rule out everything you can.



posted on Jun, 5 2004 @ 08:50 PM
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The first thing that comes to mind is Paranoid type Schizophrenia.
You really need to get help. It can be treated to some extent. I don't mean to scare you but, schizophrenia is affectionately referred to as the "Cancer of psychological disorders".

You must see a doctor!


I have some background in psychology. U2U me if you wanna talk about this.



posted on Jun, 5 2004 @ 08:54 PM
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Hello
. Welcome to ATS. Enjoy



posted on Jun, 5 2004 @ 08:55 PM
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My friend I think you may be in need of some psychological treatment. There's nothing wrong with it man and they could probably help you out much more than anyone on this forum can.

I have done quite a bit of study durring my life of paranormal and religious persuasion and I have never encountered anything like your issues through them, although I have had friends who have schitzophrenia (I think that's how you spell it) and the symptoms were quite simmilar.

Talk to a professional and I bet you'll feel better after they help you out.

~Astral



posted on Jun, 6 2004 @ 03:23 AM
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Welcome to ATS


Dont believe everything you read...



posted on Jun, 6 2004 @ 08:00 AM
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Welcome, enjoy your stay. Becareful of the rabbits they bite.



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