posted on Apr, 27 2010 @ 05:22 PM
I'm don't know if you're a hoax, a liar or what? But you seem to be a good person with good advice Aaron.
Now I need advice. I'm 18 and I was born Christian, and I come from a fairly Christian family. All of my four Grandparents were Christians. My 84
year old Grandfather has been a Chapel Minister since he was in his twenties.
But with me, I feel like I'm betraying my family. I'm currently in University studying for a degree. And ever since I started, I've been putting
nightlife and drinking ahead of everything. That includes working and going home to see my family which is only three quarters of an hour away. And I
recently slept with a girl I had only met that night, which was also my first time ever.
I've also been very rude to my family for the past couple of years. Especially my Father. I've felt ashamed of my Father over the years, even though
he's been a fantastic loving father. But I've always shouted at him even though he's always there for me. But now I'm in Uni, it made me realize
how good he's been for me over the years, and our relationship has gone a lot better. But I still feel awful of the way I treated him over the
I feel very bad, I feel like it's too late to turn my life around. I feel I should read the bible, as I've never done before, and also start going
to Chapel, and also give the money I'd usually spend on drinking to charity instead. But I'm afraid that God will not forgive me, because I'm only
trying to be Christian so i can not spend my afterlife in Hell. I want to do it for the good, and to die as a good man.
I don't know who you are, but I liked the warm advice you gave to others.
Sorry for writing so much, you don't have to write anything. Because it's also night to get it off my chest