posted on Apr, 25 2010 @ 06:11 PM
Hello? Is that you God? It's me JPZ. I was hoping we could have a bit of discussion. As you know God, I was born and raised Catholic, I guess
that would make me a goyim in your eyes, but I have accepted this fate and have done my best to honor you and as you have told me to love the Chosen
Ones, I have, just as you have told me to love all.
My purpose for talking to you now is that I have always been horrified at the way your Chosen People have been treated throughout history. Why the
modern state of Israel exists today has always been a no brainer, as I remain certain that your Chosen have the absolute right to defend themselves
and their right to worship as they see fit.
Further, I have always felt such a strong affinity with your Chosen that I am, quite honestly, terribly flabbergasted at these recent turn of events.
Increasingly I have watched many of your Chosen become precisely that which was their greatest threat. I have watched many of your Chosen organize,
at first to defend their own, then expand to defend the principles of tolerance, and expand even further to defend the principles of justice and
God, I have watched your Chosen organize to defend themselves, as they justly should, and then to offer up services of justice and fairness as noble
cause, but something has gone terribly wrong. Your Chosen, God, have seemingly gone from being oppressed to becoming increasingly a candidate for
oppression, suppression, and quite frankly God, it is causing me some depression.
Was this your plan all along? To create some scenario in which a long history of abuse hurled at your Chosen becomes the excuse to empower them to
now hurl the abuse themselves? Will we soon see goosestepping Chosen? Will the Chosen go from mimicking their oppressors in compiling lists to
acting upon this compilation? Have you such distaste for the rest of humanity, that no amount of good, no amount of moral fortitude, and no amount of
ethical behavior will melt your heart if we are not your Chosen?
Will you now empower your Chosen to begin planning their own final solution, where they may exterminate all but the Chosen? Please God, I implore
you, help me understand this, as I have relied heavily upon you for guidance through out my life, and now I read reports by your Chosen attacking not
oppressors, attacking not tyrants, but attacking individuals who have done nothing more than speak their mind freely.
I have, based upon the guidance I believed you were offering, always believed that I was free since the moment I took my first breath. Was this
wrong, and was I not being guided by you and instead something more sinister? Was I wrong to believe that open and honest communication was the best
way towards peace? Is it your plan that we all live timidly and powerless, except for your Chosen? Have I wronged you for believing that all people
are free and only subject to your will?
Are your Chosen the only spiritual beings here on this planet, and the rest of us merely putty to be molded however the spiritual please? Are you
Chosen great spirits that transcend biology and the rest of us merely biological constructs unworthy of your notice? If it is not you who has been
guiding me all these years, then for God's sakes who the hell has been? Was it my profound arrogance to believe you actually cared about us all?
I have long thought that the covenant that was broken between you and your Chosen was because David stole Jerusalem in order to create a nation state
which then became their priority instead of keeping a covenant with you. I have suspected for many years that the purpose in your plan for the
destruction of Masada and the great diaspora that followed was to allow your Chosen to let go of the need for a nation state and return the an
individual covenant with you, and that your Chosen served as a model for us all, that Temple was never some stationary fixed place, but inside the
hearts of humanity. Was I just simply naive and all this a product of wishful thinking?
Surely, as I have mentioned, it has always made sense to me, after the holocaust, why it was necessary for your Chosen to return to a nation state,
but was that just so they could facilitate Armageddon? Perhaps I am not worthy of your consideration, but would it be such a bad idea that your
Chosen, they being worthy of your consideration, to act more compassionately towards all people and instead of paying lip service to ideas such as
justice and fairness, actually abide by such ideals? Or, is justice and fairness merely in the eye of the beholder?
I am sick at heart God, and I beg you in your infinite wisdom to help us all. God help us all, each and every one of us. Thanks for listening, if
indeed you have, and even if you haven't, thanks for being there anyway, but if these words do get through to you, could you help us all help heal
your Chosen...help heal us all so they/we may learn to love again and live our lives with compassion and respect for all? I hope this is not too much
to ask, but even if it is, I am asking anyway...God help us all.