posted on Apr, 20 2010 @ 10:43 AM
I've been through your so-called spiritual awakening, but then I began to feel in myself that I'm not stupid enough to hold onto that idea and
believe it like a faith. And oh, I cried, right to my mother while I regurgitated useless fiction and empty science about awakening to another reality
Yeah, so now you're awake, and what? Are you going to be successful? Feed your family, house and clothe them? Or will you just feel better about
yourself, be successful in your own head because somehow you've completed this "human mission of finding yourself".
How do you think you sound to normal people who haven't read about 2012, ascension (David Wilcock), mayan calendar dating i.e. Ian Lexgold(i believe
I've misspelled the last name somehow)? These people haven't read about these wild ideas and won't be familiar with most, if any of this garbage
unless they have a history in budhism, a hindu religion, or meditation. You sound like one of the homeless people we've all be told are crazy,
holding signs about the end being nigh, giving up when they realize they'll be fed better by writing HUNGRY, FORMER SOLDIER, etc. I think about that
each time I pass by one of these people, and I pat myself on the back for not buying too deep into the connections between metaphysics, meditation,
and ascension, because it could have been me one day, trying to convince the world with moronic claims and insubstantial if any evidence.
OP mentioned something about living life on autopilot, or something to the like of this.
When you stop being in charge of your own life, of your free will and drive to accomplish, and give it up to some whim you think is guiding you,
you've truly given up on yourself. For shame. And for shame that you're here to pass this trash to people that have had some kind of incident occur,
read about said subjects, and are now buying into this idea as well.
Here's one last question from a former true believer. If you had not read these books, website pages, articles, or even ATS posts that give you that
first idea about spiritual awakening, if you had not connected pieces together to make it all make sense to you, would you have ever come to this
website to post this thread as you have, or would you have even thought that your "eye opening, jaw dropping, awakening" experience is that which
you have titled it, a "Spiritual Awakening"?
Those that will awaken to any higher understanding of being will be those that do it in solitude without any prior knowledge or incentive to reach the
goal of ascension. And since you my friend are here posting your "love" to us on ATS, I personally don't believe you've been through a spiritual
awakening, because if you had, you'd be a millionaire right now for all the knowledge you could bring to this planet, all the understanding and the
ability to make peace out of chaos, you'd be a messiah and give everything to charity while still banking billions. Either that or you'd be healing
people right now with that quantum touch.
But no, you're here on ATS. Doing what exactly, I don't know. But good luck, and I love ya too bro!
"Peace(pass) and Light(it up)"