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Originally posted by OnceReturned
When someone hallucinates, hears other people's thoughts/reads minds, comes to believe that they are of cosmic significance, and expresses themself incoherently, it's often because they are experiencing some mental dysfunction. This stuff happens quite often, and quite often it's reported on ATS. Your experiences are real and there is a real reason for them, but the reason is that something in your head isn't working quite right. When you can't move your legs and you're seeing things "differently" it's because something is wrong. That's not what's supposed to happen.
These are powerful experiences your having, and they often make people do things that they can't undo. If you really think something special is happening, you should have no problem at least talking to a doc about it. Just rule out mental disorders first. What you are reporting are symptoms of mental dysfunction. I know it's hard to hear, and maybe I'm wrong and you'll turn out to be the one guy who's having hallucinations because he has penetrated into a deeper reality, but just to be sure, how about you run all this by a doctor right away? If it's nothing, you can pursue your spiritual jounrey and uncover profound truths. All that I suggest is that you get a professional opinion first.