posted on Apr, 19 2010 @ 04:26 PM
Hi, I'm really sorry about your dad. I've read all your posts and understand how frustrated and hurt and bewildered and ANGRY you're feeling right
I have a couple of questions though - have you approached your dad's boss and asked him why he has the truck and not you? You never know,
maybe the girlfriend gave it to him and he feels uncomfortable having it and doesn't want to approach you for some reason. Why do you think the boss
and his best friend are in on a conspiracy with the girlfriend? Is it just because he has the truck?
I was also thinking- if someone's out of their head, and asleep, on drink and drugs, I really think it's possible they might not hear a
gunshot from downstairs. Don't you think that's possible?
Who told you the fight they had that night was about you? Do you think maybe the girlfriend told someone then that story got around? Cos
I'm thinking if that's the case, then maybe the girlfriend has some regrets about pushing him too far and actually is feeling some guilt and regret
about what was said that night? If anyone kills themself then I'm pretty sure whoever is closest to them must feel some guilt.
Maybe you're just looking at it all the wrong way because you're grieving. That could also explain why you're so attached to his stuff
which is out of your grasp at the minute. If you have his stuff then you'll relax and feel closer to your dad, is that it?
Hope I haven't offended, I'm just curious.