reply to post by lagenese
Since you know how my mind works a bit lagenese, you can understand that I am following you a bit more now. The thing is, if you believe so heavily
in your spiritual awareness, and that you can learn from your spiritual guidance alone, how do you get yourself to drop that and move on to something
more? I'm assuming this has to do with your cosmic counterpart knowing it's time to do so, but getting there is going to be the problem [for me].
My beliefs are all heavily relating to my spiritual awakening, which proved to me many things, most of which you are aware from my threads and U2U's
So how do you recommend I stem away from my 'spiritual conditioning' so to speak? I mean, when I meditate I feel as one with my spiritual self, my
cosmic counterpart is aware of this, since I am aware of this. However, through your reasoning, my higher self knows I must move on eventually, but
how does this message pass through me with all the manipulation going on with my thoughts that stem from my cosmic counterpart and still get to me
without actually being manipulated? How does one combat those manipulations? I know you tried to explain this to me months ago, but back then I was
less aware, obviously as you can see I've grown away from all of that thinking, in essence I believe I've gained more spiritual awareness in a short
time than most have in years - which I know I'm lucky to have accomplished. I'm sure it has to do with my will power, which if it wasn't for that
sheer will power, I would be surely dead right now [physically].
So, I know I am able to operate at a faster speed than some, I cannot speak for all obviously, but I know, as I said, that my mind happens to work in
sync with my spiritual self more than I am able to comprehend and put into words that anyone, including you, will understand - but I do know that you
will understand what I am saying, in fact I know that for a fact.
If you wish, I'm more than happy to continue talking through U2U since I know some things some people are unable to see even in word format right now
since it will mess with how all of this works, heck even I know I am not ready for it all, especially all at once, but I do know you understand as
well that I know it's OK for some things to be passed on by word of mouth so one can share some experiences with another to help them be encouraged
to move on - move past - move forward in their journey in the physical realm to help them evolve.
You are right that we, as a species, are moving into our next phase. That resonates with me completely, it's something I've been holding in but
unable to say in words, but you did that for me. I'm now fully aware of that, and I know I have been. In fact, we all know everything about
everything (literally), life is basically a puzzle, the point at this time for me and a lot of others is to put that puzzle together to find out what
the hidden message is at the end... maybe some people can comprehend this even better thinking about it as many puzzles (the puzzles of life so to
say) that you put together alone the way to enlightenment. But from the sounds of it you are getting closer probably by the second. The realization
of this is something a lot of us put behind us after we originally become spiritually aware. Maybe it's a trick to get us all off course, I don't
know for certain, but I do know that when I did become spiritually aware I was able to put things together, and still am to this day, that I unable to
explain. Proof to me that we knew things from the day of our birth however is because my whole life, starting from childhood, I have questioned many
things, and the older I get, I look back and see that I knew these things I'm learning now, back when I was 8, or 9, or 10 etc... It's funny how all
of this works, but it's no joking matter about how important it is that we evolve into a higher state.
Eventually telepathic communication will be the only way we communicate, but until then only a select few will be able to get there, but I dream of
the day we all ascend into a higher density. For now, and I know you will understand this when I say it, I must focus solely on myself. For everyone
else reading this who may not understand what I've just said... let me just say that my whole life I've put all of my time worrying about others,
saving others, helping them, in many, many ways. All of that while pushing my emotions and my problems away and in the back of my mind - so I allowed
myself to neglect myself because I thought it to be for the 'greater good' thing is I cannot do that any longer, at least, I cannot put everybody
ahead of myself. It's time to focus on me