posted on Apr, 9 2010 @ 06:49 PM
Do what feels right for you but hey dude. I started to feel a dependency on everything I wore. A bracelet made from a real nice Latvian girl that says
`Be safe.` A necklace with a piece of Ayahuasca Caapi root I got in the amazon to even symbolically remind me of my connection and love of nature, as
well as the 3rd eye blarin`associations with that particular plant. And then an Onyx necklace, to keep my grounded. And damn.. I swear I felt stronger
wearing that right away.
But the thing is I took that all off recently, even if I just liked the way it looked. I have to personally let go of external associations that work
against my self-worth and further my doubts. To accomplish something and think `well it was the necklace that helped a little` I have to really
acknowledge that I don`t need any of these things, so I`m done with them.
That`just how I feel about `rockin`the rock necklaces.
Interesting gem though. See now you`re going to get me back into it again since lately my obsession has been with the sun and the practice of
sun-gazing (at dawn and dusk though, don`t fry your eyes!)
We don`t look up at the sky enough and remind ourselves `HOLY F/$/$`look at that giant ball of who the F knows what and what it can do. It`s so bright
and intense we`ve become desensitized to the marvel that it is!`