reply to post by Zagari
I hear what you're saying and being detached from expectation is good. Also checking and trying to be sincere with what you DO want seems important
what am I trying to say..
I actually for a while was seeking advice and people looked at me like I was crazy because I said "I don't want anything enough, how can I "WANT"
more...".... and well that may seem well and "enlightened" and hell if you're just going for that then do it... I mean... just sit on your ass
and meditate, good on ya buddy... but the fact that i'm alive and actually want certain experiences says to me that I deffinately WANT something.
So I realized I'm the type of guy who goes through life full throttle, mega-ambition... my foot is on the gas but also the break... the "car" goes
nowhere and it just burns up the fuel and puts stress on the engine (mind).. and nothing if little is accomplished.
So what i'm trying to say is these days I try to be REALLY SURE what I DO want.... instead of having all the manifesting energy getting scattered...
or all that energy put into the desire countered by a fear of that outcome or desire for the opposite outcome.
Do or do not, there is no try comes to mind... so its one of those cases where I do think of going to extremes. I try to tell myself... "I know I
clearly want this, this I know for certain, I know there's nothing or little subconsciously blocking this so lets just accomplish this thing..put
this energy out there and just forget it and live life and see what happens"... opportunities present themselves...within hours you get phone calls
from someone, see something, all clues pointing towards a desired outcome. The "Silva Mind" control method is one way I go about this sometimes... I
just give myself 10 - 30 minutes to put into detail what I really do want in life, and then just let it go.
What i'm trying to say is detaching yourself from the outcome saves you a lot of damn stress and keeps you in control, in the moment etc... I have an
ex gf who had to hammer these ideas in my head to help me just relax and forget the future.. "prophetic dreams" aside. Work with what you got NOW.
I've been bitch-slapped the past 4 years trying to understand the "fate" concept. I won't touch on that. But one thing I've found is important
is to indeed detach myself from an expected outcome just out of pure relaxation... but also yet... maintaining a strong will to see it through if I
am certain I want it.
I just figure why sit on the fence.... between your ego's desires and your "enlightenment"... go meditate in a forest and hell that's cool.. but
as long as you "kinda want" something, and get upset when things aren't going great... you may as well decide to give it your all.
I really admire ambitious people even in the sense that they are so over-confident and cocky, which is kind of annoying and gets them in a lot of
trouble.. but damn I watch them manifest anything they want. Is it a co-incidence that a lot of them go beyond to be rich.. famous... or a leader of
some sort? They take what they want. Even with feats of psychokinesis, it's these types of people that I see kick my ass at that sort of thing,
despite all the training I do... they just really and think they will succeed at anything... so is this over-confidence their downfall or can you
really achieve anything?
I think there's a lot of truth to it but actually I recently got into quite the debate over it. I think that attitude can get you whatever you
want.. however.....HOWEVER... understanding your energy...your subconscious... which brings me to previous point in the message... it seems to me
there are so many things in the subconscious working against you.... doubts... fears... and all that funnels into the stream of energy / thoughts
coming and going. If you have some mad 2nd chakra problems and act all miserable... and manifest some ugly stuff entering into your life, then it
raises questions whether you can manifest the exact desired outcome all the time... you're ego.. your attitude.. your energy output itself that
filters what kind of thoughts and intentions leave your mind alter this kind of process.
Its like tarot and such, once you remove your personal stance with the result the readings can be quite clear. Many people can't read for themselves,
you can really easily draw the cards you want to see or fear, but if you do it for some stranger you get more accurate results. I'm just using this
an example. Some very very intuitive people I know say they go see psychics themselves because they aren't able to accurately and sincerely read for
So what i'm saying here is the MIND.. I mean I like to think of it like the aura..colour combinations... frequency combinations... like a crystal
shape that keeps changing form and it filters certain inputs and outputs rather than getting a 100% clear and accurate result.
So I would say... kill that mind of yours or discipline the hell out of it if you want to really manifest things and have them be accurate! I mean I
think of it kind of taoist philosophy style.... you put your intentions into a certain outcome... you shape it in your mind, almost as if you were
living it, putting you awareness, your WILL into it... generating a fantasy, a detailed desire that exists only yet on a different level... you keep
putting more will into it, more awareness as you shape the details and it creates this cyclone, this offset of energy it needs to compensate for...
dragging yang or whatever into it, thus creating it.
hard to explain. And can't say i'm qualified to explain taoist philosophy.
But it seems to me willpower = RESULTS!!!.... discipline = ACCURATE RESULTS..
detachment = BEING... = not putting any more conflicting input into the result...
and pure and total detachment from all things = hell with results, I just BE..i'm zen like that.
Anyways... good manifestin' to ya! I think we over complicate the simplicity of it! And the fact that I explained it like this kind of takes away
from what I really am starting to feel about it! Anyways. Aint life confusing.