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Originally posted by S1J1A1
I feel like I have spent the last year or so getting "my ducks in a row". I have moved to a small 800 sq ft house, decluttered, readdressed all my hobbies, decided on what relationships are of meaning and importance in my life.
I haven't gone crazy but I have a small stock of beans, rice, toilet paper and made 6 pounds of soap.
I am very hesitant to make any long term plans, it just feels like it doesn't matter; its not that I am cynical it just feels like I have no bead on what the future holds. My youngest goes to college this year and I pay her first year. I am so relieved because it is literally the last long term thing I have promised to anyone.
I'm going to Mexico in May and the little voice in my head says "Gee, I hope you get to go before everything changes.
I have nothing to back up these feelings other than an overwhelming urge to have "my bags packed" and my life in order. Now I just feel this sense of apathy as I feel this is the calm before the storm and I don't know what I am supposed to be doing now.
Well, it's quite odd you should post this thread at a time like this. I was honestly going to do the same thing recently but figured most people would just flame me to hell, however, a lot of people are agreeing here.
Well in the last couple of days, I have noticed in my personal circle an increase in people saying things like, "bad spirits are messing with me" or "I feel like there is a dark cloud over us" and others just generally acting agitated and upset.
I have noticed things get a little better in the last few days...the waters feel calm at the moment...but lets just hope it's not the calm before the storm...
Originally posted by devilishlyangelic23
kind of the opposite for me...i've been feeling that way for months. just recently its lifted a bit, and i dont feel as heavy or as bogged down by negative energy. so maybe thats a sign that others who're experiencing this will be coming through it soon?
but lets just hope it's not the calm before the storm...
Originally posted by infolurker
We've been searching on and on
But there's no trace to be found
It's like they all have just vanished
But I know they're around
[edit on 6-4-2010 by infolurker]
Originally posted by Bicent76
well I am feeling weird to, at this moment I feel weird, staying on topic, I am also noticing the enviroment around me changing, the weather for example is warm in April, my psycological clock I think in theory knows the the tempature is weird, and it is trying to figure out what is happening or in the process of adapting.
Originally posted by mrsdudara
Dont get me started on the dreams It is like I am living two full lives right now.