posted on Apr, 5 2010 @ 03:17 PM
A one that believes time is like the waves of the sea rising and falling, speeding up and slowing down, I always sense time when it's going faster or
slower, days that are slower and some that are quicker. yet nothing seems different to anyone as a second is still a second, and a day is still a day.
But not for me. I believe the human body and soul has a fixed time flow and that when the universe is off, it can be perceived because your clock is
out if sync with that which flows with you, the universe.
The universe rides upon waves like in a pond when you toss a rock at it. The waves travel faster that the matter as in the pond and so passes
through the water itself in the form of an energy wave. When this occurs time speeds up and then slows to balance itself with a pitch and fall, with
the balance somewhere in between. I believe that these time waves are the driving force causing the universe to expand. I know people think it's dark
matter, but I would say that this so called dork matter or energy is actually time disturbance.
As one who also believes that dreams are an alternate and actual dimension of existence, I had a dream three nights ago where I traveled in time.
Nothing big like the time machine, so let me tell you.
In my dream, I somehow made off with a device that didn't belong to me but knew it made it possible to time travel. It was small and could fit in
my hand. There were no buttons, bells, or whistles. It was smooth and about the size of an apple, and it had a top part and a bottom. One could turn
the top part while holding the bottom. At first I was afraid to do it because I didn't want to go back in time and screw up the way life had passed.
I was well aware that if I interacted it would change. being married, I wasn't willing to lose that. I looked up at the clock on the wall. It was
five past six am. Slowly I turned it. I had the sense of me suddenly spinning around at great speed with this thing I was holding yet so fast that I
could still see my surroundings the same as before. Looking at the clock it now said two minutes before six. I turn the device back at it stopped.
What I sensed was profound. I felt no different. I sensed everything as if that was the real time, because it was. I was standing in the same place I
had been only six minutes before. Only this time it was like before only I knew what was going to happen, even though I was in an earlier point in
time, in my body as it was. I turn it the other way and returned to the time I was in at the start. Also, the device had a visible mark on it to tell
you where to turn it to match up to the second you left.
What it felt like, was like being slightly dizzy. What I knew was that this thing had two black holes, one on top and one on bottom in perfect
sync. When you turned the device it distorted time like twisting it allowing an unmoving tunnel to form around you. The more you turned it, the more
time increased of reversed. But there was a force.
I was awestruck by it, and scared and I feared it because I knew for certain that I could go back in time and could effect it in a way that would
change my present. I didn't go to the future though I could have.
When one goes back in time to any point. You exist, and what was you ceases to exist in a small period of time. If you leave that point to any other
point, you will have thought to be missing by everyone you knew and your present when you got back would not be there for you. You yourself will
exist, but only because you had a past, it's just that it's been changed. How long one has to decide if to stay or not, I do not know. I don't know
if you go back before your time if it effects you either, it may erase all of your existence. It's not the same for future travel.
For me, it was not a pleasure trip. It was very unnerving, made me feel disjointed and out of place. And it made me afraid. Yet is was at the same
time thrilling. And I knew things having had no prior knowledge such as what was inside the device. The power it could put forth was beyond
imagination and it could curve time around itself.