posted on Apr, 5 2010 @ 03:00 PM
For those who desire evolution. Be greatful of the force that pushes against you.
Embrace challenge as an opportunity to grow rather then a state of victimhood.
And as you do this, don't be sad you're stuck in this perpetual cycle of struggle leading to compensating for that struggle.
I think we all just want freedom right? I look at the experience gained as just a matter of fact, yet i'm always unsatisfied that I need to change
more to get what I truly desire. And I am annoyed that I am partially aware my desires keep me from reaching that mindset I want, which in itself is a
it always seems like the right thing to do is fight upstream and we constantly work against our efforts for a goal that only on the surface seems
certain yet deeper it is deeply rooted and incredibly simple and it reminds of this with the perfect harmony and peace being the model of what we
want.. a house that is well built will last, a body that is maintained will cause less struggle, a mind that is more disciplined and focused will be
more relaxed. And when you reach that state, it seems everything else is superficial. It just appears that way coming out of a deep meditation, that
the very fact that the meditation ended means i'm not ready to let go, because "meditation land"..everything feels right, everything makes sense, I
can't explain it but that deepest conceptual itch is scratched.. and rightly so for in essence I take away all complications and get down to the
simplicity of what makes me tick and why I get out of bed in the morning... not so much about what makes me happy but what feels like the most natural
course of direction.
War is like the scrambled thoughts in my mind that I simply wish to dismiss and achieve single-pointedness.
But again, I hold no grudges where there is conflict... its a perpetual evolution machine and I've still chosen to participate. My ignorance protects
me from the truth of my effects. And this speaks volumes on the nature of human ignorance, which is observable everywhere.. certain things must be
aligned...LEARNED (through the STRUGGLE..but realizing to LET GO of the struggle)... to be open and humble and unshaken...to not be dead inside but to
choose how to react actively instead of passively... when these structures are in place, then we are more open to the truth, and more humble to be
aware of our own impacts and harm.
I'm a peaceful guy only because I became aware of perspectives that I can't go back on. The whole "once you know better" mentality. I became a
peaceful dude because I look back and see what I left behind undesireable. It's as simple as that.